Arman POV The hospital smell drove me insane. I just wanted to see her eyes open, hear her voice, and feel her warmth. “How long, Darius?” I asked him again for the tenth time… “She is not in danger, but she needs to rest. She endured severe trauma, not only physically, I am almost positive the psychological trauma is far greater…” He said patting my shoulder. “Did Evangel found something?” I asked him, and he sighed. “He just helped me stabilize, he will be back with Iris and Charmaine tomorrow… Hopefully, by then, Ava is up…” Darius informed me, and I shook my head. We failed… NO. I failed… The guilt was all-consuming, it was pestering inside me, making me feel not worthy of the crown or her love. “Son…” My mom´s voice filled my ears, and her tender hand rubbing my back sooth