SILVANAS POV
When I got back to the pack house and I didn't see my girls and I asked where they were and everybody said that they were upstairs playing in my nieces room, we all headed up stairs and as we were close to the alphas office we all stopped in our tracks as we heard someone moan. Everybody turned to look at each other but I knew who it was since I heard those same moans four years ago, I just looked down and a tear left my eye as I wiped it off thinking no one had seen me I felt someone place a hand on my shoulder. I looked up at my brother with a sad smile on my face, he knew who it was that was moaning by the tear and sad smile I gave him which made him really mad and swung the door open revealing what I already knew. There in front of us was Silvestre sitting on his father's chair with his pants down and Suzy kneeling in front of him, I kept my face emotionless like what I was seeing wasn't affecting me at all.
"Alpha Florez is there somewhere else we can talk about the training it seems your office is occupied at the moment" I said
"Yeah let's go to the library" he said
We walked to the library while we heard people shouting and Benito screaming at Suzy but I didn't care, once we were in the library we sat down on the chairs next to the big window that faced a big rose garden with a statue of me in the middle of it which I couldn't stop looking at it.
"We did that they day after we thought you have died" Alpha Florez said
"Well no need to keep it there anymore since I'm alive" I said
"Look I know my son has been an ass and continues to be an ass till now but I don't want you to not let me and my wife see our granddaughters because of him" he said
"I would never do that but please understand I can't stay here, I came to help train your fighters but I just can't do that k owing he is doing what he is doing" I said
"I understand, now the question is what do you want to do" he said
"I have a house in New York and I want to take my girls and go there be away from everything and focus on my girls" I said
"I understand" he said
Just then Benito came in to the library and sat nectar to me giving me a hug, I laid my head on his shoulder and we all staid quiet for awhile.
"Benito I want your permission to leave your pack and moving to New York" I said
"I Alpha Benito King allow you Silvana Martinez to leave my pack and go where your hear suits it" Benito said
"Thankyou Benito" I said
I got up and went to my room and started to pack our belongings and when everything was ready my brother came in and grabbed my bags and placed them in my car where my girls were already in their car seats and buckled up, I turned and hugged him as well as my parents before getting in my car turning it on and driving away from this pack once again and this time I wasn't going to come back. After driving for about twenty minutes I went to the private airstrip where my private yet was waiting for us, i could feel that someone was coming so I asked help to get my kids in the plain as well as my car and our belonging and as the doors closed and the plain started to move to the strip for take off I saw Silvestres looking at the plain with tears in his eyes but I closed the curtain as I turned to look at my girls with a smile that made them smile as the plain took off.
I turned off my phone and placed it in my hand bag and turned on my laptop so the girls could watch a movie on it, I placed it in in front of them and before I k we it my girls were out cold. I called my producer and told her that I would tame a few months off to dedicate it to my girls, since the new CD would be coming out soon but I wouldn't attend it this time, no one knows where exactly my house is in New York so I will have the privacy that I would be bale to get my head straight and back to how it was before my past came back into my life if only I could go back in time and make all this not happen. After about two hours of flying we finally got to New York where my car was taken out and I got help putting my girls in their car seat as our luggage was placed in the trunk, when everything was set I was driving away to my house trying to hold my tears since I didn't want my girls to see me cry. We made it to the house and I was greeted by Ally our maid, house keeper and friend, I called her as I was packing our stuff. She helped me get the girls to their room and then we both went to the kitchen and we sat down on a stool near the kitchen island and I told her everything that happend to what she gave me a beer and took one for herself and we drank while she made me laugh to forget everything that had happend to me these passed few days.