Omegaverse (one shot)

My Omega

Shun

Your second gender is Omega.

Omega.

"You could have been wrong doc."

"No. I retested it but it still has the same result, Shun."

You're an Omega. 

"How was it?" tanong sa akin ni Xael sa akin ng makalabas ako sa clinic. "You're an alpha right?" nakangiting tanong pa niya. 

Ngumiti ako sa kanya. 

"Yes of course. I'm a Beddingfield after all," nakangiting sagot ko sa kanya. 

"Thanks goodness. If your result was omega? I will totally hate you. Luckily you're not," sabi niya sa akin. 

Hindi ako nakaimik sa sinasabi niya. Xael hated omega to the bones. He despises them. He loathed them. 

Napalunok ako. 

I will not let him know that I am an omega no matter what. 

"Ah, here comes my son," nakangiting sabi ni Don Jensen, ang aking ama, isa sa mga namamayagpag sa mundo ng Business world. At bakit hindi? He's an alpha. 

Alphas are the superiors in this world. They are born in riches, power,strength and even intelligence. 

"Papa," nakangiting sabi ko sa kanya. 

"I'd like you to meet my long time business partner, Son," sabi pa niya bago ipinakilala ang isang lalaking halos ay kasing edad lang din nito kasama ang isang babaeng kamukha nito at sa tingin ko ay kasing edad ko lang. "This is Leon and his daughter, Mary Herance. We decided that in the future for the sake our our business, you two will be engage after you graduated from high school. Mary Grace is an alpha female that suit you as your bride son. I hope you two will get along."

"What? A business marriage?" gulat na tanong ni Xael sa akin ng tumambay kami sa rooftop ng eskwelahan kung saan kami madalas tumambay tuwing class break o lunch break.

"It can't be help," sagot ko sa kanya. "You know my father  is. He always put business above all," sagot ko sa kanya. 

"Well, it must be tough being a richman's kid," sagot niya. 

"Aren't you the same with me?" tanong ko sa kanya. 

"Yeah but I decide what I like," sagot niya.

Ah, of course. Bakit pa ako magtataka? Xael's belong to a modern rich family where arranged marriage is not a priority. 

"I'll get myself an omega, impregnate and then toss that omega away. Tada, then I'll have an heir in the future," sabi pa niya. 

Napalunok ako. 

"So you need to drink this suppressant two days before your heat," sabi sa akin ng doctor na sikreto kong pinupuntahan. "You need to conceal your pheromones during heat but I strongly suggest that if you may, you need to lock yourself in a secluded place where no other alpha can smell you. Alam mong mahirap na kapag nabulgar ang sikreto mo," sabi pa niya. 

Like me, Doctor Rene came from the Elite Alpha bloodline. But he was born omega and that family kicked him out of the family and disowned him. But he tried hard to reach what he has right now without the fortune of his family. Lucky him, he got an alpha mate who treasured him so much. 

"If you don't have any place, I can lend you one," sabi pa niya habang nagsusulat ito sa isang papel. " I know it's tough being an Elite alpha's son, but Shun, be careful,"

"I'm fine. Don't worry," nakangiting sagot ko sa kanya.

Buong ingat kong itago ang aking suppressant pills mula sa aking magulang at kay Xael. I could still act normal as long as my heat isn't come yet.

All I have to do is be careful. 

"So I'm having a party tonight bilang pre-birthday party ko. Pupunta ka ba?" tanong ni Xael sa akin. 

"Huh? Party? Hindi ba bawal iyan?" takang tanong ko. 

"Wala ang parents ko kaya open ang party sa rooftop ng isa sa mga building na pag-aari ni Papa. Remember the Resonance Club?"

"Yeah," sagot ko. 

"That will be the venue. Hihintayin ka namin doon."

"I don't know bro kung makakapunta ba ako. You know how strict my dad is," sagot ko. 

"Akong bahala. Tatawagan ko si Tito. Pagpapaalam  kita," sabi pa niya. 

Ang totoo ay ayaw kong pumunta sa pre-birthday ni Xael. First day of heat ko ngayon at gusto ko lang matulog. I feel exhausted." 

"I'm tired," sagot ko. 

"Aw come on bro. Huwag kang killjoy. Remember lahat kami ay pupunta doon. Tapos ikaw wala? Unfair mo naman," sabi niya. 

Bumuntong-hininga ko. 

Alam kong makulit si Xael. At hindi ako nito titigilan hanggat hindi ako napapayag. 

"Oo na. Pupunta na ako ako," sabi ko. 

Lumiwanag ang kanyang mukha. 

"Great! See you tonight then," aniya. 

"Yeah, see you," sagot ko.

Pagdating ko sa bahay ay narinig ko ang usapan nila ng dad at ng lolo. 

"What a disgrace to the family,"narinig kong sabi ni Lolo kay Papa. "You're older brother's son is omega afterall and here I am about to make that bastard an heir but he's an omega," aniya. 

"What did bro do?" tanong ni Papa. 

"He disowned his son. Omega don't have any place here in our family," sabi ng lolo. "That's why I have faith in Shun."

"As I am also Dad," sagot ni Papa kay Lolo. 

Napalunok ako. 

What if they will learn about my second gender? What should I do?

Kaya ko bang mabuhay mag-isa ng walang kahit ano? 

Sunod sunod akong napalunok. 

Upang maiwasan ang dalawa, agad akong umakyat ng hagdan at agad na pumasok sa aking silid. Sinigurado ko munang nakainom ako ng suppressant pill bago ako nagbihis ng damit upang pununta sa venue ng pre-birthday party ni Lied. 

"Oh bihis ka na pala, Shun. Tumawag sa akin si Xael. Ipinagpaalam ka niya," sabi ni Papa ng makasalubong ko siya sa sala ng mansion. 

"Yeah Pa sorry, hindi ako nakapag paalam," sagot ko sa kanya. 

"It's fine. I trust Xael so wala dapat akong ipag-alala," nakangiting sabi niya. "Have fun."

I reluctantly leave the house. It's that I don't want to go, I'm afraid. 

"Suppressant pills don't work when you drink alcohol even if it's just a little. Keep that on your mind if you want your secret kept secret."

Pagdating ko doon ay nagsisimula ng mag-inuman ang mga classmates at si Xael doon. 

"Hey, what took you so long?" tanong niya habang may hawak na bote ng beer.

"Sorry. I'm not feeling well to be honest," sagot ko. "Pinilit ko lang pumunta rito." 

Tumango ito. 

"So want some beer?" tanong niya. 

"Nah, I just want to eat," sagot ko sa kanya. 

"Alright. Suit yourself," sabi niya 

Hindi ko namalayan ang na lumipad na ang mga oras habang nakikipag-kwentuhan ako sa kanila. Puro biruan at tawanan lamang ang aming ginawa. Maya-maya ay nagpaalam na ang aming mga classmates at naiwan kami ni Xael.

"Here, drink this," sabi sa akin ni Xael.

"Ano ito?" tanong ko sa kanya. 

"Punch drink," sagot niya. 

"With alcohol?" naniniguradong tanong ko. 

"Nope. Is just a fruit punch. Don't worry," sagot niya reassured me. 

Ininom kong straight ang nasa baso. But as soon as I drank that liquid, I felt something within me. 

"You," narinig kong sabi ni Xael sa akin. 

Nakita kong nagpalit ng kulay ang kanyang mga mata while sniffing the air. 

"Are you an omega?" galit na sabi niya. 

Napalunok ako at napatingins basong hawak ko. 

It can't be!

And before I can even escape, nahawakan na ako ni Xael at marahas na inihiga sa sahig malapit sa pool. 

"Stop Xael! I know you don't want this!" sabi ko sa kanya habang pilit na pumipiglas sa kanyang mga kamay. 

"You're a f*cking filthy omega, Shun? How dare attending school that exclusively for us, Alpha," sabi pa niya habang winawasak ang aking kasuotan.  

It took just a second for Xael before he completely tear all my clothes including my underwear. He spread my legs and he hurriedly put his thing in between my ass. 

Halos mapasiagw ako sa tindi ng sakit na bigla na lamang sumalakay sa aking katawan ng walang preparation. 

"S-stop p-please!" nagmamakaawang sabi ko kay Xael.

Hindi ako makahinga. Pakiramdam ko ay kinakapos ako ng hangin dahil sa nagma-malfunction ang aking lungs dahil lahat ng ajing pansin ay naka-sentro sa sakit na idinudulot sa akin ni Xael. Bawat thrust na ginagawa niya au siyang aking ipit na sigaw habang lumuluha. 

I don't want this. Stop. 

Gustong-gustong kong sabihin sa kanya iyomn ngunit bingi sa mga sandaling iyon si Xael.

Hindi ko na rin mabilang kung ilang beses niyang nilapastangan ang aking katawan at kung ilang beses siya nag-ejaculate sa aking kalooban. All  I know was I am in pain all over my body that I can't even move my body. 

Inihagis na Xael ang ilang damit sa akin habang nakahiga ako sa sahig.

"I want you to get lost when I come back here, Shun. I don't want to see you again here or imat the school. Kapag nagpakita ka pa roon, I swear you will regret it," sabi niya bago umalis.

Kahit masakit ang aking katawan ay pinilit kong bumangon at magbihis.

Just like that, natapos ang pagkakaibigan namin ni Xael. Hindi ko mapigilan ang muling umiyak habang pilit na lumalakad ng normal palabas sa building na iyon. Hindi ko ring inaasahan na pagdating ko ng bahay, isang bomba pala ang sasabog sa aking harapan.

"What's this?" tanong ni Papa sa akin habang hawak ang isang banig ng suppressant pills. 

Nanlaki ang aking mga mata. Paano niya nakita ang ang aking medicine?

"Why do you have this? Are you an omega, Shun?" sigaw nito sa akin. 

I flinced sa mataas nitong boses. 

Napalunok ako. 

"Tell me, are you a damn omega!?"

"Y-yes father," sagot ko sa kanya. There's no use of lying. 

"Get out! You are not my son anymore and you don't belong here! Get out! You are a disgrace!" 

That night, without anything but just a pained body and heart, I was disowned by my own father. Inaasahan ko na iyon ngunit hindi ko inaasahan na ganoon pala kasakit ang itakwil ka ng sarili mong pamilya at ng sarili mong best friend dahil sa omega ka lang.

Hindi ko alam kung ilang oras ako naglakad bago nakarating sa clinic ni Rene. 

"Omg Shun, are you alright?" tanong niya sa akin after I collapsed in front of him. 

"I want to die," bulong ko sa kanya bago nawalan ng malay. 

It's past noon na ng magising ako. But that didn't erase the nightmare I had last night.

Hindi na ang tanong ang doctor kung ano ang nangyari because he already knew. Tinanong lang niya ako kung ano na ang magiging plano ko.

"Gusto kong magpakalayo-layo," sagot ko sa kanya. 

"Where do you wanna go? You're an omega, Shun. Delikado kang lumayo," sabi pa niya. 

"Why don't we bring him to the place where we lived before?" sabi ng asawa niyang bagong dating mulansa trabaho. 

Ngumiti si Rene sa ideyang iyon. 

"Of course why not. But can you leave alone? Think you can manage it?" 

Tumango ako sa kanya. 

Kinabukasan, pagkatapos kong makapag pahinga ay iniayos ng mag-asawa nga aking mga bagahe na sila na rin ang bumli. They knew I am penniless. But they are good enough to lend me some good amount. 

I thought I was really in safe place but I was wrong.

Xael

"Hey Shun, when we grow up, I'm going to make you my wife."

"Really?"

"Yes. Will you be my wife?"

Ngumiti si Shun. 

"Yes, I do"

When I was kid, I always looked at Shun like he's the most precious boy I have ever seen. He was like a ball of sunshine who could just make your day bright with his smile. 

I always look up for him. I promised myself that I would protect him no matter what. I knew it wasn't just a simple admiration. I know I have come to love Shun not just as a friend but more than that. 

I'm the worst. 

"S-stop p-please! It hurts!" he begged.

And why the hell am I doing this to him?

I saw tears coming from his eyes and the pain written clearly all over  his face. But I was into doing it. I can't stop even when I want to. I feel betrayed. He kept this secret from me since the beginning. He's at fault. Not me. After all, he's just a stupid omega.  

That morning, I saw Shun's vacant seat. I originally planned to ask him for forgiveness and I wanted to make him my pair. 

He's an omega and I am an alpha. We are destined to be a pair. I'll make him fine, for real this time.

He's not coming to school today probably because he's still sore. And I threaten him. 

"Hey did you heard the news?" sabi ni Jayzi sa amin ng aming mga kaibigan. 

"What news?"

"Shun's secret was exposed. He is actually an omega and he hides it from his parents. And now his family disowned him. I bet he's gonna end up in those slumps. People there are savage." sabi ni Mendez.

Napalunok ako sa narinig. 

Slumps? No freaking way.

Since then, I have worked hard to search for Shun. I hired detectives and even spent time bar hopping every night at the Slumps hoping to see him again. But I never saw his face there.

Four years passed.

"Do you think this candidate for marriage suits you, Xael?" tanong sa akin ni Dad habang pinapakita sa akin ang pictures ng mga Alpha female na gusto niyang mapapangasawa ko. 

"Dad,I'm not interested yet," sabi ko sa kanya.

"When are you going to give us an Heir? It's been a while since you took over the business," sabi niya. 

"Don't worry. You will have, one day," sagot ko. "I'll promise to check them out after I visit this new construction site."

"Oh, alright," sagot niya.

I didn't stop  looking for him. I still believe that he's out there somewhere but what I don't want to acknowledge is that maybe he found a new alpha.

"So this is Anamia's new property, Sir" sabi sa akin ni Jules noong makarating ako sa site na nabili ng aking construction firm. 

"This is a good location," sagot ko sa kanya. 

"We namanage to buy this land except that one, sir," aniya pa sabay turo sa isang bahay. Kahit na malayo kami ay makikitang napakasimple lamang ng bahay na iyon. 

"Did you persuade whoever owned it?" 

"We did everything sir, kaso ayaw nya po talagang ibenta ang kanyang property," sagot nito sa akin.

"We did. But he doesn't want anything and he doesn't want to sell the property," sagot niya. 

"Alright, I'll talk to the owner," sabi ko sa kanya. 

This property is small but it has a vital role to the subdivision that I wanted to build to this place. I need this property. 

Pagdating ko sa bakuran ng maliit na bahay na iyon ay nadatanan ko ang garden ng mga gulay at ng mga mabulaklak na halaman. The house itself is small at sa tingin ko ay maaaring isang tao lamang ang nakatira doon. At sa tabi ng bahay ay may bike na nakasandal.

"Mommy, hurry up!" narinig sigaw ng isang bata sabay bukas ng pintuan. 

"Don't run Ryo! Wait for me," sagot naman ng isa pang boses. 

Kasunod ng bata ay nakita ko ang isang lalaki. Isang lalaking napakapamilyar ang mukha sa akin. 

How can I forget that face over these years? Bigla ay nakaramdam ako ng matinding tuwa na para bang gusto kong umiyak. 

Shun!

"Who are you mister? Are you here to buy our house"? tanonh ng batang lalaking hindi ko namalayan na nasa harapan ko na pala habang may bitbit na maliit na bag. 

Tumingin ako sa bata. 

We have the same hair, and eyes. Sa tingin ko ay para akong nakatingin sa child version ko. 

"Ryo huwag anak," nakangiting sabi ng lalaking may mahabang buhok  na tila humihingi ng paumanhin sa akin sa ginawa ng bata. 

Nakita kong may malaking peklat sa kanang bahagi ng pisngi nito. 

"I'm sorry about my son, but if you come here just persuade me to sell my property, I'm sorry. I can't do that," magalang niyang sabi 

"Shun."

"How did you know my mom's name? Go away mister," galit na sabi ng bata. 

"Ryo don't say that," sabi ni Shun sa bata. 

"Don't you know me Shun? It's me Xael," sabi ko sa kanya na hindi na nakapagpigil. 

How come he acts like he doesn't know me?

Ngumiti siya sa akin. 

"Sorry, I don't really know you. I had this car accident four years ago. Some of my memories were erased. Do I know you from my past?," tanong niya habang nakatingala sa akin. 

Bigla akong yumakap sa kanya. 

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry," paulit-ulit na sabi ko sa kanya.

"What are you apologizing for?" taka niyang tanong matapos kumalas sa aking pagka kayakap.

"I-I raped you four years ago," sagot ko.

Ngumiti siya sa akin. 

"I remember that," nakangiting sagot niya. "I remember a face but I don't know who it was," sabi pa niya bago humakbang palapit sa batang nagbubungkal ng lupa sa garden. "But it didn't matter anyway because I had this little one," sabi pa niya.

"He's my son?" 

Kahit na alam ko na ang sagot ay gusto ko pa ring marinig sa kanya ang sagot. 

Ngumiti lang siya sa akin. Nakita kong bumuling siya sa batan at pagkatapos  ay tumingin ito sa akin at saka lumapit sabay yakap ng mahigpit sa aking mga hita. 

"Dad? You're my Dad?

Kinarga ko ang bata at saka niyakap ng mahigpit bago ako lumapit kay Shun and titled his chin.

"Can we start again? Please? This time as a family," seryosong sabi ko. 

"Okay."