Josh's pov
I sat there in my office for hours, crying my eyes out, hoping and praying for light in this darkness. Somehow It felt as if there's a hole in my chest ,as of someone has stabbed me in the heart and I can't breathe. It's like I'm suffocating. I'm drowning and no matter how much I try to get back up and gasp for air ,it's like someone has tied a rock to my feet that's dragging me down.
I should be used to this since it's not the first time it happens but every time it happens it feels as if it's the first time. The pain just won't go away. The emptiness , the loneliness it all just gets to much.
I sat there trying to pick up the broken pieces of my life, trying to pull myself together and gain the strength to move on again even though I knew that it's a lost case. I go through
