I woke up early, pacing the room back and forth. I had showered, twice, done my hair in three different styles, applied my eyeliner and mascara four times already, changed my clothes five times and was now nervously walking, back and forth, a pit forming in my stomach. Lazarus, Caleb and Kadzait had been planning for today before all the s**t hit the fan. But now, I had a feeling of nervousness growing inside me. Would the three of them come together? Would I be expected to sleep with all three of them together? Now? I had only ever been with Matthew and he was human, to say the standards were different would be an understatement. What if I failed to please them? What if they changed their minds and found me not worthy as their mate? What if sharing me between the three of them was too m