Third POV~
"Oh my God, lift her, come on!!!", one of them in the crowd squealed, pointing at Kelsea. "What happened to her? Is she breathing?", one asked, and "Let's take her to the hospital!", the other one suggested. Quickly, people started to huddle around Kelsea, who was lying on the floor, unconsciously. And then, a handsome man came, surging out of the car that hit Kelsea. "Just move, is she fine?", he asked as he pulled her unconscious body in his arms. "She is not bleeding but she is unconscious..", someone from the crowd said. In one quick move, he carefully lifted her in his muscled arms and settled in his car. "Come on, wake up, baby girl!", he tried to wake her up back she didn't respond to him. "Fuc*!", he cursed, holding her close to him. "HOSPITAL NOW!", he urged his driver, who nodded and sped up the car.
Kelsea's POV~
My head throbbed like f*** as if it was run over by a zillion trucks. I slowly opened my eyes and observed my surroundings. It was all white. Hospital? Why am I in the hospital? What happened… I tried to recall the stuff that happened earlier but then, I remembered his betrayal… and I felt pain both inside and outside... "Ah!!", I attempted to get up from the bed I was resting in but I was too unsteady to stand by myself. "KELSEA!!!", Skyla sprinted into the room, looking worried and pissed at the same time. "Are you okay? What the hell happened?", she asked, concerned, gripping my hands tight. I shook my head as tears dropped from my eyes. "Kelsea, what the f*** happened?? Who got you here?", she asked and I stared at her, confused. "What do you mean by... who brought me here...? You didn't...?", I asked and she shook her head for a NO. "Then who did…", trying to remember, I forced my brain to get a recall but there was nothing I remembered. And all of a sudden, there was this safe feeling… I remembered a pair of hands that clutched me tightly, giving me a warm feeling. "Come on, wake up, baby girl!...", I heard him say, but I couldn't remember his face. Gosh! Who was that man… "Kelsea, answer me??" Sky's voice brought me back from my thoughts. "Haa..", she wiped the tears from my cheeks, holding me gently. "Tell me, Kelsea. What happened? Did you meet Tristan and what did he tell you?", the moment I heard his name, I felt myself choking out of pain. But then, I remembered something...
Quickly, fear started to gulp me and my hands instantly caressed my tummy. My baby… Oh my God! Oh my God! I remember how I fell down after that car hit me… My heart began to beat fast and my body instantly chilled up in panic. "SKYLA!! MY BABY!!! IS MY BABY FINE!!!!?? TELL ME!!!", as I screamed in fear, she smiled, caressing my hair. "The tiny one is perfectly fine, Kelsea. Just relax. Take deep breaths.", I heard her words, and the next moment, my uneven heartbeat calmed down. "Thank god! I was really afraid...", I took deep breaths, heaving a sigh of relief. "Now, tell me what happened. How the hell did you end up in the hospital?", she asked, stroking my hair.
The wind of pain and betrayal hit me and I couldn't control the tears that were running from my eyes. I couldn't pull words out of my mouth as I felt choked, remembering the way Tristan kissed that sl**… I was on the verge of breaking down in Sky's arms but she held me close in a hug, which felt soothing. "Baby, you know you can tell me anything, right?", her assured smile calmed me down. I know I should tell her because she is the only friend I have to share my bullish** feelings with. "He…chea… cheated on me… with Alice…", I said to her between my continuous sobbing, and her eyes expanded in shock. "WHAT!?", she looked at me, puzzled. I began to let out all my pain out as I explained every single thing that happened…
Love is an incredible feeling any breathing creature can express and experience. I don't know if it's my fate or if is it just meant to happen… that incredible feeling has turned out to be the most horrible nightmare I have ever felt in my life... Being loved and adored was all I yearned for from a very young age, but I didn't know that love would break me so much that none could mend me… To be honest, nothing felt like home other than being clasped in his arms, all night. He was literally everything I wished in a man and... I wanted him to be my home, my hope, and my life… But not everything goes perfectly as we hope, right? I trusted him... I trusted him with all my soul, but all he returned was betrayal...
The pain of being deceived,
by our special ones...
by the one, we trust with everything we have in...
by the one, we dream of our future with...
by the one whom we hope will stay with us forever...
by the one who we think will never break our heart...is WORSE!
Nothing can relate to this suffering at all. I counted on him more than myself and if someone told me that he was cheating on me a week before, I would have burst out laughing because I thought I knew him... I thought he would never hide things from me, till that moment. Oh boy, I was wrong all this time... I clutched my eyes shut, which was pouring my tears out.
Hours passed and it was dusk already. Drops of tears fell from my puffy eyes as I stood near the hospital window, staring at the big, beautiful moon that illuminated its brightness, right into my teary eyes. What did I do wrong to deserve this? Wasn't I a perfect girlfriend for him? I did everything I could on my part, I worked my ass off to get him out of his fuc**** debt, yet, he chose her over me... What did I lack that he found in HER? OUT OF ALL, WHY HER!? A gasp escaped my mouth, tears continuously rolling down my cheeks at the idea of them being together. I just crumpled on the floor, losing the stability to hold it anymore…
THUDDDDDD!!
The door opened and I saw someone standing there with my teary, blurred eyes. Seeing me on the floor, Sky ran towards me and crouched on the floor, pulling me for a tight hug. "b***h, why are you crying?? He should be the one crying... Please don't cry!", she rubbed my back as she shoved my messy hair from my face that was sticky with all the tears I had shed for hours now... "Ho..how...could..he...do this..to...me...?", losing control, I fell on her lap and let out my sorrow as tears. "Look, si, you can't be like this, all day sobbing without eating or napping. You need to eat, you have medicine to take. Be responsible. Your baby needs attention, please don't punish that little thing in your tummy for what he did to you.", she pointed at my belly and I put my palm in my stomach to feel something, but I didn't see any difference outside. Of course, you don't see any transformation in just two months of your pregnancy. It takes time for our baby… But then something stroked my mind... The feeling... the feeling of US having a baby… I don't know if a person can sustain this much pain but I felt an inexpressible pain in my heart that hurt like it's been hit with a massive hammer.
Should I forgive him? Wait, will he apologize for what he has done, in the first place?
What would happen if he found out about our baby?
Will he accept me and our baby?
What if he doesn't accept us?
Will I and my child survive alone in this cunning world?
Will I be able to take care of my baby and give my kid a good life?
My mind was about to explode, thinking about all the questions that were popping up. I just wanna kill myself and end this pain all at once. But the tiny me inside my womb was the one holding me from making such a senseless decision.
No matter what I go through, and how much I struggle...
I wanna live for my unborn…
And I have to survive... no matter how hard the things are...