I tried to ignore Mom’s words. I was just happy that I am with Clifford. I just cherished all my moments with him. We were happy together and I have never been this contented in my life before.
Looking back, I was so insecure at people who did nothing wrong with me just because I don’t want them to be happy…because I was never happy. I was always longing to be happy, always searching for joy because I have always felt like I was the daughter that was only taken for granted.
Sure, Mom loves me and I love her so much but when I look back on my life, I feel like ever since she was blinded with money, I have only been a tool for her to get even more money.
She wants to make me marry a man I don’t love, just because he’s from a filthy rich clan.
And I thought it was good, too. I grew up
