Oh my God! What was I doing?
I know he wouldn’t do anything to me, but this must be torture for him. I couldn’t believe I could be so inconsiderate. How could I do this to him? I quickly pulled away from him and sat up. I think we both knew the reason.
“Uh…I’m sorry. I just wanted you to know that I didn’t hate you. I should go back to my room now.”
“No. please just stay with me. I know that we can’t ever, I mean I would never…I just want to be next to you.”
“I really don’t think that’s the best idea right now.”
“I’ll go put some clothes on. Just stay.”
“I don’t want you to put clothes on. I mean, I do…uh I should go.”
“Yea okay, You’re probably right.”
He sank back down and slid himself away from me. I kicked my legs out of the bed and sat up. I didn’t really want to go. I wished
