(SOLANA’S POV)
Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I had stayed back in L.A. (That is if I hadn’t moved to Paris with mum.) I think of how many things would have been different from how they are now. And when I tried to further deep myself in to this pool of thought, I am hit more with so many questions about the situation.
Would I have grown into an older Nerd with tangled blonde hair and bigger braces wearing bigger dungarees? Or would I simply have grown in to the person that I am now?
I apologize, for my low self-esteem. It is disappointing and embarrassing. That I only think so low of myself sometimes. But my past still has a way of sort of sneaking and making its way by snatching away my confidence.
I agree I wasn’t confident enough then and it was mainly because of
