I woke up at around 10 am.I saw Alan sleeping beside me peacefully,just him.Not the devil,not the serial killer,not any cold-blooded murderer,not any sort of monster.
I turned around to face him.The sunlight shone on his face.I stroke my fingers through his shiny black hair.His bronze figure was shining in the sunlight which made him more charming and sexy.
I just couldn't take my eyes off of him.
He slowly opened his eyes and looked at me.He frowned and I smiled at him.
"Good Morning." I said as I placed a kiss on his cheek.
"Morning." He said as he turned to the other side and his back was facing me.It was a bit disappointing but at least he was by my side.However,after everything that's happened last night,it's okay for him to behave like this.
"Alan." I called out slowly as I hugged him from the back.I started kissing his back,his shoulder and his neck.
"Stacey,stop." He said abruptly.
I was feeling very embarrassed and disappointed at the same time.I got up and I was about to leave the room when Alan called out from behind,
"Where are you going?"
"Nowhere,just gonna watch some TV I guess." I replied casually.
"He nodded his head and got up from the bed.
"You don't wanna sleep anymore?" I asked curiously
"I've got a meeting."
"Hey,I think you should rest today.You were--" I was saying but he cut me off.
''You needn't interfere in my personal life and please! STAY IN YOUR LIMITS." He said rudely.
I nodded my head and went to the kitchen to prepare some breakfast for him.My heart stopped and I couldn't stop myself from crying.Tears flowed across my eyes and I made his breakfast while crying.
As I saw Alan approaching,I quickly wiped my tears but what's the benefit my eyes and nose were red so anyone would understand that I was crying.
He saw me setting the table and then he stopped.
''Which part of not interfering in my personal life don't you understand?"He shouted at me.
''Alan,I make breakfast for you everyday.What is wrong with you today?" I said as I couldn't hold back my tears anymore.
"Well,don't.I hate the food you make and I hate everything about you!" He screamed as he walked out of the house.
I broke apart again.I know I should expect nothing for him but why was I hurt then?
It's because I was willing to love the devil he was no matter how much he had hurt me.
I cried the whole day.I just couldn't control myself.I lied on the bed and then fell asleep.
I was asleep when he reached home.He saw my pillow was wet and my whole face was swollen.
He sat beside me and called out,"Stacey.''
I opened my eyes and was surprised by him calling me.I thought he was going to lash out at me again but this time he did nothing.Instead,he picked my up and gave me a bunch of flowers.
"I am sorry.Consider the flowers as an apology.I didn't mean anything I said this morning.I wasn't in the best mood.''
I nodded and I looked down on the bed.There wasn't any point.Whatever he said this morning,he meant every word.However,I was grateful for the flowers he brought me.
"Stacey,I know you've been crying and I am truly sorry." He said as he grabbed my hands.
"It's okay.You shouldn't be sorry." I said and squeezed a fake smile.
"Well," He said as his hands reached my neck.
''Let me give you a taste of what I desire." He said with an evil smile.I,at once,knew what it was and I was very scared.
"Please,I don't want this." I said.
"Oh there is no escape from me now darling.'' He said with a smirk.
In no time,he turned off the lights of the room and locked the doors.
"Now you cannot escape baby." He smiled wickedly.
I was feeling very scared.What have I gotten myself into?
He hopped onto the bed and then he slowly climbed over me.The smile never left,it was dangerous.
"No,no please,no!" I shouted.
"Shh." He hushed me as he put his thumb on my lips.I was so afraid that I couldn't speak.He opened his white shirt and then slowly tore my clothing.His hand reached my lingerie as he touched the inside part of my thighs.He rubbed his fingers on them and I moaned in pleasure.
"So wet." He whispered and smiled.
The rubbing became faster and I couldn't control myself.My legs started to shake and I kept moaning.
"Say daddy."
''Daddy!" I called out to him which seemed to excite him more.
"Yes,baby girl.That's like a good girl now." He replied.
It wasn't long until he went down and started with a small kiss on my pussy.Then,he was very violent.He sucked harder and harder as if he hadn't any meal since the past 5 years.
I screamed and I circled my legs on his back.
"Oh daddy,please!" I wanted more.
"Beg." He whispered.
"Touch me daddy,please,please!" I begged as he desired.
He fingered me a few more time and I kept screaming and moaning.
"Get on your knees baby." He ordered and I did as he said.
"Undo daddy's pants" He said.I was confused as he wanted me to open his boxers.I looked at him and he nodded his head and lifted his brows,gesturing me to do it.
As an amateur,I was unaware of everything that was happening.I opened his boxers and he had the largest one.I was surprised seeing it.
"Take it in your mouth baby." He said.
"But--but it won't go inside." I said innocently.
"Oh trust me it will." He said as he grabbed my hair and pulled my face closer to his crotch.
I put in in my mouth and sucked it deeper.He loved this feeling and so I continued to please him a few more minutes.
Then,he laid me on the bed and analysed my whole body with his eyes.
He laid on me and said,"Sometimes,there is pleasure in pain." He smiled and inserted his p***s inside my virgin vagina.I screamed my lungs out as it was very painful.He mounted me and I begged for him to stop,''Please,it hurts so much.Please!."
Then he came outside and said,''It's tight,it's gonna be okay soon." He said as some white,cloudy liquids flushed out of our bodies.It was orgasm.
"How do you feel?" He asked as he kissed me.
"It was painful but I enjoyed it." I said hoping that I didn't disappoint him.
"As a starter,you did good.I will give you more time." He said as he was changing the sheets.
''Use the other bathroom and take a shower.I am gonna use this one." He said and I did as he said.
I came out after a long shower and I saw him sitting on the bed and working on his laptop.It was unusual.He goes out every night to murder people but he didn't go out tonight instead told me something which surprised me more,"Stacey,I've ordered some dinner,you okay with that?"
I nodded my head and sat beside him,"Aren't you going out tonight?"
"Do you want me to go?"
"No,no,no!That's absolutely not what I mean."
He laughed and then focused on his laptop again.
"It's painful,Alan." I said to him.
"It's gonna go away in a few days." He replied with a smile.
I rested my head on his lap and his attention drew back to me immediately.He looked at me with no expression on his face.
"I wait for you every night you know? I don't want you to go.I know it's hard but you can take days off Alan."
"You make me feel homesick,Stace.Every night,even the devil inside me craves to see you that's why I come back." He replied.
"Maybe you don't have to do this.You can change or you don't have to do this at all." I said as I grabbed his arms and sat straight.
"It's the only thing I have." Alan said.
"No,now you have me."
"Stacey,I told you not to take my care for you as love." He said as anger rushed through his eyes.
I whispered,"Without me,you have no one else."
He looked at me as if he was going to murder me right at that moment.
"What makes you believe that?" He asked.
"No one will ever love you knowing that you are the most wanted man right now and you kill innocents every night.''
"Oh yeah? Your same old 'No one will ever accept this side of me' thing."
"It's the truth."