CJ's POV
When I got back inside my room, my lips automatically form into a wide smile upon seeing the woman on my bed, sleeping so serenely. I carefully go to the bathroom to take a quick shower to freshen me up even a bit.
And when I'm done, I chose the clothes which comfortable to wear like a boxer shorts and loose tee. Samantha prefer these kinds of clothes rather than full pajamas.
I saw her flipped on her side which gives me an idea. I walked carefully on the side of the bed and sat down on the floor, I rest my chin on the mattress and starts staring at her beautiful face.
I caress her face through her slightly parted lips using my thumb, I gulped hard when I felt that her lips are inviting me to kiss her. And I noticed myself slowly leaning closer my face to hers until my lips landed to her soft lips. I didn't move a single nor dare to breathe. I stayed like that for a minute and closed my eyes.
And there it goes again, that thousand of butterflies started to rummage inside my stomach. It also give me shiver down to my spine. Before I finally lost my temptation and do something to her. I shot my eyes open, but I was caught off guard when I saw Samantha looking at me intently.
She caught me on the act while kissing her. Even though she's my girlfriend, I can still feel embarrassment. I quickly back away and lower my head, the same time I feel the heat rushed on my face.
"Cute.." She said in awe.
"You caught me, sorry for that."
"Nah.. It's ok baby. What are you doing there?"
"Can't sleep babe." I said with pouting lips.
"Come here," She offered her hand and I reached for it and jumped on the bed next to her, earning a cute giggle from her and a pinch on my side.
"Are you sober now?" I asked.
"Yeah I think so, how about you? For sure you drink again."
"Just a little bit but my headache was gone after I took a bath." I replied as I steer around and draped my arm on her stomach, I pulled her closer and she used my other arm as a pillow as she snuggles in.
"Babe, don't leave me whatever happens." I said out of nowhere. She laugh dryly and tip back to see me.
"That's not gonna happen." She said with certainty in her voice that assured me for some reason. "Unless you're going to cheat on me." I chuckled and look straight in her ocean blue eyes.
"I will never do that babe. I'll be the dumbest fucker if I do that." I sincerely said. Listen, A woman like Samantha was so rare to find so if you find your own Samantha, never ever dare to do stupid things and love her as much as possible.
She didn't utter a word instead she buried her face on my neck and hugged me more tightly. We were like that when I broke the silence.
"Babe can we make love?" She quickly retracted herself and looked at me in amusement.
"Seriously?"
"Ahm yeah?"
"Wait!" She moved so fast and jumped off of the bed to ran to the bathroom, I was left confused. after a minute, she came out and again and again, I got so mesmerized to the beauty in front of me. She looks like she was just finished taking a quick shower and her body covered with a towel.
"Sexy." I mumbled. I heaved up from the bed to approach her and grabbed her waist. She bit her lower lip to suppresss a smile but it turns me on. I was about to kiss her but she moved her head to avoid my lips and I groaned in protest when she did that.
"Argh babe!" I blurted out but she just laugh nonchalantly. "Why are you like that?"
"Like what?" She asked with her oh so innocent face.
"That!"
"Like..... This?" I literally dropped my jaw when she take off the towel in her body and let it fall on the floor. Damn it!
My steps were big and I grabbed her arms, I pinned her onto the wall and starts kissing her aggressively, but to my surprised she didn't move, I stop and looked at her confusedly but my girlfriend flashed a teasing smile.
I kissed her again but in her neck this time, then I moved up to her earlobe, nibbling and biting it which caused her to moan loudly. "Aahhh s**t!" It sounded like a music to my ear and boost my arousal.
"F*ck babe! I badly want you now." I whisper to her ear. My kisses went down to her exposed shoulder then tipped back to admire her body. "Damn it babe! You're so beautiful and you're hard to resist." I mumbled. I saw her face redened and looked away. "Awwe babe your blushing."
"Stop with the compliments." She said still not facing me. I guided her to the bed and lay her down and sat up to take off my clothes before hovering on top of her again.
I kissed her again while my hand are trailing her waist up to her breast, I gently massage them and pinched her erected n*****s.
"s**t baby aahhh.." She moaned.
I suck her nips like a hugry baby and caressing her other mound. My lips went down further, as if looking for something. I played with her navel for a moment before going down and she arched her body when I finally reach my destination.
Kissing and licking her pearl made her scream my name. "F*ck Chrysler, faster please."
But instead to obey her, I slowed down my movements and she groaned gutturally. "Damn it baby! Don't do this to me." She said pleading with her eyes clenched.
I inserted my middle finger to her core and move slowly while still licking her clit. "Aaahhh Faster b-baby."
With that command I move faster as I could which cause her to reach her first climax tonight. Then I crawled up to her while kissing every part of her skin to calm her because she's still shaking.
When I felt that her breathe are already steady, I started to move again. Her eyes widened when I hover above her again. "Baby! What are you doing?" She asked.
"Making love to you?" It's more on a question than a statement.
"Can you at least spare me a minute? Gosh, I haven't regain my strength."
"I'm sorry babe, but there's no room for a rest tonight." I smirked.
"At least give me a minu----aaahhh! F*ck you!" I didn't let her finish what she was saying as I inserted again my fingers to her core but not just one, this time it's my three digits. She bit her lips with her eyes clenched tightly so I paused for a moment and kissed her face gently.
"Open your eyes babe." I whispered but when she open it, I saw a single tear escape in it. My arousal died instantly and replaced with worry. "I'm sorry babe, should I stop?"
"N-no f*ck just keep g-going." She stammered and I started moving so slow, every thrust I made, her nails digging on my arms. Until I felt her body meeting my thrust and that's my cue to go faster. "B-baby I'm cu-cumming.. aaahh oohhh.."
In my last thrust she reached the 7th heaven again for the second time. "Aaahhhh sh*t!"
"I love you babe." I uttered and plant a soft kiss on her shoulder. I felt her heart beating rapidly and she's catching her breath.
"I love you more baby." She whispered.
I rolled beside her, but she hover above me. I looked at her in confused but she just smile. She sat on top of me and started to grind herself. I smiled as I looked at her 'coz she's looking hotter in that way.
"It's my turn to return the pleasure." She said. I'm not really into two way but if it's Samantha, then I will let her do what she wants.
"Make sure you will satisfy me with that babe."
"Of course!"
She bends her body while still grinding herself on me. She kissed me on my lips gently and I smiled between our kiss because she seems not to know what she was doing. I just let her do what she can do.
I gasped when she inserted her finger into my core. Damn it! "Babe! Don't surprised me like that!" I chuckled.
"Sorry." She said with a peace sign and continue to move. Then I decided to teach her and I can say that she's a quick learner because I can feel that I'm about to reach my first climax.
We did it over and over again and we just had to when both of us has no strength to move. We were just cuddling till 4 AM before we finally fell asleep.
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I was awakened by loud voices outside my bedroom door. And it seems that they are arguing, so I get dress as fast as I could and cover Samantha's body with the blanket before I run to the door.
"What the f**k guys?! It's too early to shout." I said and they all stopped from arguing and whipped their heads at my direction.
"Tell them to stop!" Arlene yelled.
"You're the one who need to stop! Stop forcing yourself into CJ and act like we're the bad guys here!" Keisha spits back. "We can still remember what you did to her!"
"What the hell is going on in here?" I asked.
"Nothing."
"Oh wow. You were just telling us earlier that Samantha has a fiancé in Europe and fooling our friend, now you're telling it's nothing?" Keisha said with mocking laugh. "Or you're just trying to ruin Samantha's image so you can get CJ?"
"What?! Seriously Arlene?!" All of us looked behind us when Samantha spoked and she's looking straight to my ex.
"Isn't it the truth, right? You left your boyfriend and he's still waiting for you to return!"
"What the hell are you talkin' about?!" Samantha yelled back and she tried to attack Arlene but I quickly block her way.
"Why don't you tell us who is Richard in your life Samantha?!"
"Who's Richard?" I asked.
"They've broke up too long ago." Claire said. I kept staring at Samantha and wait for her answer, but she kept her mouth shut.
"Oh really? But that's not what Richard told me, actually they are going to get married." Arlene said.
"What? Babe? Tell me that's not true." I said but she didn't even replied or look at me. "Come on babe! Tell me that she was just lying.. Tell me!"
She stayed still with her head hung low. And with that, I felt my heart shattered. She didn't reply yet she didn't deny too. I took stepped backward and leaned at the wall. I massage my nape and twisted my neck, I can't believe this is happening.
My friends caught me just before I fell, they hold me tight without saying anything. I can't think straight, I don't know. I don't want to believe Arlene, but Samantha won't say anything.
"B-baby..." My gaze darted up and saw Samantha already crying. I felt like a thousand knives stabbed my heart ruthlessly and mercilessly. No one dared to speak up so I take that opportunity to go back inside my room. She tried to stop me but with one just look that I gave her, she let me go. A look that I'm telling her to leave the f**k out of me alone, Then I slammed the door hardly.
I went straight to the bathroom and starts yelling and let my tears that I've been holding since earlier to come out and I cry my heart's out.
"f**k it!" I yelled as I open the shower and let the water soak me and took my tears down on the floor with it. There's a knock on the door but I ignore it.
"Baby please let's talk!" Samantha begged while banging at the bathroom door. "Let me explain!"
I wiped my tears off abruptly and open the door. I tried to show her nothing but coldness but I failed miserably. I know that she can see the pain through my eyes as she was shocked to see me.
"Baby let me explain." She repeated.
"For what Samantha? You didn't even deny it!"
"Because it's true!"
I shut my eyes tightly because of what she said. I felt like she's the one who stabbed me this time. I admit, I was hurt when I caught Arlene, but this time is different. It hurts like hell!
When I open my eyes, I grabbed her nape and kissed her aggressively and bite her lip that I even taste the metallic tang blood. I want her to feel how much I'm hurting now, but I'm too tired to get mad at her. This pain was too much to bare that it's sucked up all my strength.
"Why?" I asked as I leaned our foreheads together.
"I'm sorry if I didn't tell you immediately."
My tears continue to stream down and I quickly turned around to hide them. "All this time babe! You didn't even tell me?"
"I was gonna tell you about that when we got back. Baby I swear it's against my will, it was an arranged marriage and I didn't agreed that's why I flew here. please believe me."
"Tell me, how can I believe you if you are fooling me in the first place?!"
"Whatever I have shown and made you feel that is all true! I love you and I only want to marry you. So please baby believe me."
Even though I want to believe her, I can't. My anger are more dominant than the feelings of wanted to believe in her.
"Even if I want to but I can't. This goddamn heart don't want to give you benefit of the doubt. "
I came out from the bathroom and left her crying. I got dressed so quick and run out. When I opened the door, the squad are all standing in front of my door. They were all looking at me sympathetically.
"What kind of faces is that?" I joked but no one laugh or even smile, which made me cry again. "I'll be alright, guys." I said with a wry smile.
"Dude where are you going?" Zairell asked as she grabbed my hand.
"I just want to be alone guys. Please no one will follow me," I didn't let them response and take back my arm from Zairell's grip and run downstairs. I went to the garage and hopped in my monster bike, wore the helmet and sped away.
I don't care if I got into an accident for how fast I drive. There's nothing more hurting that what I'm feeling. My tears continue to stream down, blurring my vision but I kept adding more speed. I noticed that there's a car tailing me behind and I know that it was Yhen and Zairell. i can't be wrong because I know the capability of Zairell's driving skills, she can be the only one who can follow me using a car.
But since I used a motorcycle, I have the advantage to turn in an alley where they can't follow me anymore. Until I succeed to sway them and I went to a bar.
A bar that I was the co-owner with my other two friends here in Canada. The guard seems to recognised me and he let me in even if the bar is still closed.
"Whoa! Dandy! Look who's here! Damn!" I got greeted with a tight hug when I enter the office. "Oh my god CJ! When did you came back?" Kim asked, she's my friend and a half Filipina too, while Dandy is a guy.
"Wow! Someone got lost." Dandy exclaimed when he came out from the pantry inside this office, holding a two cup of coffee.
"Hey how are you guys?" I asked and hugged Dandy.
"How are you? Should we be the one who's asking that? Your eyes are puffy. Did you cry?" Kim asked.
"Can I have a shot with you guys?" I asked to divert the topic. They exchanged glances before Kim stepped out of the office and when she returned, she was holding a bottle of Tequila and three shot glass.
I sat on the couch and they sat in my both sides. My phone rings and I immediately answered it.
"What?" I said as I answered the phone.
"Dude where the hell are you?!"
"Didn't I told you that I want to be alone?"
"Were just worried about you!"
"Don't worry I'll be fine. I'll be back later and tell them to not worry." I said.
"Please, be careful and don't get into trouble." Yhen said and I can feel the extreme worry in her voice.
"I will." I said and turned off my phone so they wouldn't bother me again.
"So care to share what happened?" My gaze darted up to the two who were just watching me carefully.
"Nothing" I simply replied and shrugged my shoulder
"Seriously? You're not gonna ask for a drink in this early morning if that's only nothing." Kim said unconvinced.
"Kim's right bro. Tell us what happened.."
"Seriously guys, nothing happened." I insisted.
"Ok then, but whatever it is, you know that you can open to us." Kim said as she tapped my shoulder encouragingly.
"I know." I simply replied with a timid smile. "How about you guys? it's been too long since we last seen each other, any news about love life?" I asked to advert the topic into something else.
"Yeah about that. I sent you an email about my marriage next month so you better be here." Kim said, I can see in her eyes how happy she is while telling me how she met the girl and how they ended up.
"Don't worry, I'll clear my schedule." I said and turned to Dandy. "How about you? Do you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend?" I asked and Kim and I laugh but Dandy grimace.
"Dumbass." He hissed. "I jist can't find the perfect girl for me that's it." He said and hit my arm. "You're still a bully."
"I heard that you have a girlfriend so where is she?" Kim asked. My face fell into a frown with that question and I know that they could feel that I'm not in the mood to talk about it. "Change topic." She added.
I smiled with that and lifted up the shot glass. "Let's just toast for the groom to be." I said. "Hoping that she's not going to regret it someday!"
"She's nice, please shut up." Kim snort and the three of us laughed.
We drank a lot of different kinds of alcohols. Since the night has approached, I need to go back and for sure all of them are worried about me. I decided to bid my goodbye to the two and before I leave the bar, I turned on my phone and messages started to bombard my phone.
I was just scrolling through it when I saw an unsaved number, I got curious so I open it.
Stay away from her! She's mine and we were getting married in a year so back off!
"What the f**k?!" I blurted out and gripped my phone tightly. I immediately hopped on my bike and drive home with too much speed. I know that I'm drunk and my vision was too blurry, but I don't care, I need to go home and confront Samantha.