15. Desire
1100 Words
Emma.
I was restless in the room. Johan Smith's offer left me with a dilemma. To be honest, this was a good opportunity for me. I needed the money. Johan Smith offered me a hefty salary to be Nathan's private tutor. To be honest, this kind of thing is not typical for university students.
"What are you thinking about, Mrs. Wilson?"
I was surprised. Nathan was sitting casually at the window. I couldn't believe it. He had no respect for me at all.
"Why did you come into my room without permission? Can't you just come in through the front door?"
"It's midnight. Maybe I'm one of those humans who doesn't care about curfew, but the people in this neighborhood will think badly of me if I'm seen coming to you in the middle of the night, especially you."
"Me?" I unintentionally made the intonation of my voice high, but I immediately shut my mouth.
I got up from the bed and walked over to Nathan. He was too brave to do something that could cause a scandal.
"Go back to your house. I need to sleep," I said. "I have to go to college tomorrow."
"Tomorrow is the weekend. You can't teach on weekends," Nathan retorted.
I looked at Nathan, who kept replying to whatever I said. But there was something I realized. Nathan was smart. Behind his wild attitude, he was brilliant.
"I have to meet someone."
"Someone?" Nathan emphasized the intonation of his words as if he was suspicious of me. "Your ex-husband?"
I let out an exasperated breath. There was no reason to see Robert again, but I also had no reason to tell Nathan where I was going.
"Not your business," I replied. "Now go home. Don't let anyone know..." I wasn't finished with my sentence when Nathan suddenly pushed me, and I fell in love with him. Fortunately, Nathan held my head so it didn't hit the floor.
"The workers at home are making their rounds. I don't want them to see me here," Nathan said.
"It's for fault..." Nathan silenced my mouth with his hand. I tried to rebel, but Nathan kept my mouth shut.
"Calm down. It's already midnight. Don't make a sound." Nathan warned me. "The workers in my house are so sensitive."
Why should I give in to Nathan? He's the one who barged into my room. It's rude, but this is a vulnerable position. Nathan's body was pressed against mine. I was becoming very agitated.
Nathan looked at me without knowing what he was thinking about me. I was just worried that someone would come in and catch us. My job and reputation would be ruined entirely.
Nathan's breath hit my face. I must be crazy. My heart was racing. I felt an adrenaline rush that shouldn't have been there. The adrenaline that comes when I feel lust. The desire for contact with men. If I got too intense with my students, I'd be considered an immoral lecturer.
Nathan removed his hand from my mouth, but he didn't move from his position.
"When are you going to get out of the way?" I asked.
"You seem to be comfortable in this position, Mrs. Wilson. You're divorced from your husband. I believe I am the first man to be this close to you." Nathan teased me again and again
Silly me, I didn't even respond to Nathan. He looked at me so intensely that I couldn't look away from his eyes. Nathan is just too handsome. I looked at him repeatedly, and I never once denied how charming he was.
Nathan's hips moved slowly. I was surprised because he was making quite erotic movements.
"What are you doing?" I didn't want this to happen. "Get off me."
Nathan smiled and continued to move his hips. I didn't want to respond at first, but I felt a strange sensation over time. I felt like I was starting to enjoy the movement of Nathan's hips.
"Nathan, don't."
"You want me, Mrs. Wilson."
"You are my student."
"But you want me. You are attracted to me."
Nathan held my hands so I couldn't move. One hand touched my face.
"I like your lips," Nathan said.
I let him do indecent things to me. It's been a year since I've had s*x. It would be a lie to say I didn't want s*x, but why would I be stuck in this situation with my student?
"What if we get caught?" I asked.
"You'll be bullied, then my dad will ask the campus council to fire you," Nathan replied. His gaze was still serious on me.
My body shuddered. Even though we weren't actually making love, I felt a delicious sensation running through my body.
"We have to economize," I said. "I don't want to get into trouble. Your family and Gwen. I don't want to get involved with any of them. I'm not a w***e anyway."
Nathan instantly stopped moving. He furrowed his brow.
"I never said you were a w***e, Mrs. Wilson. I know you're my professor," Nathan said.
Nathan immediately got up. What had offended him? I was the one who felt abused at the moment.
"Then why are you always trying to get close to me?" I asked. "You want my body, don't you?"
"Mrs. Wilson!" Nathan squealed. "I'm not that bad."
I opened my pajamas so that my bra was visible to Nathan. He was startled and turned his face away.
"What are you doing, Mrs. Wilson?"
"Don't you want me? Let's go. Let's do something crazy, and then I'll get kicked out of this place."
I was ready to take off my pants, but Nathan grabbed the blanket. He threw it over me.
I was surprised. Why is Nathan acting like this? Isn't this his goal? Why is he constantly changing his attitude?
"Don't give your body to men so easily, Mrs. Wilson. You're a lecturer!" Nathan scolded me.
"You're so weird, Nathan!" I had to figure out what to say. "Why are you acting like this? Aren't you the one doing erotic things to me?"
"Erotic?" Nathan smiled. "I was hiding from the workers."
Nathan lied. Suddenly, his demeanor changed. He was the one who had teased me. Why did he change his attitude now? I was confused about Nathan.
"I came because my dad told me you were my private tutor at home. I was just wondering if you accepted my dad's offer," Nathan said.
Nathan's attitude took me aback. How could he behave like this?
I gave Nathan a very stern look.
"Damn it!" I screamed.
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