Mitchell's point of view
Dropping her off, I drove off as fast as I could going deep into angry thoughts.
I couldn't even look at her. She did almost bring out that side of me i did thought I lost.
I was so close.......
If I touched her, I did lose it again. I might as well had also made another mistake I couldn't rectify. I would get so lost with myself and I did rape her. The Dom she wanted couldn't be me. I am just too sadistic to handle her innocence. After two long years I did find another girl that I did want to lose total control over. She was so innocent with passion and my god that innocence turned me on. Her little teasing this morning had affected my whole being more than anything. The chemistry between us was more than clear and that's bad.
I realized I was scared. I was
