Chapter Six
Communication
Putting aside all the obvious factors such as illness, death, deceit and unfaithfulness (and many others you could probably add) few things will alter your submission dynamic like inconsistency. Inconsistency absolutely drives me up a wall. One of the main reasons I am in this relationship dynamic is because of a driving desire for His control, a desire so strong I think it has undeniably crossed into the realm of need. No, I won’t die without it, but I can’t imagine the depth of the hole in my heart I might feel without it at this time of my life. I can’t see myself going vanilla ever again, but I do understand that life circumstances, especially an illness in one of us, may one day alter our roles permanently. Regardless, I will always value consistency, cari
