Samantha's POV I cringed at the creaking sound that the door made after I tried to carefully close the door. I just came back from Japan and its past midnight. I was away for two weeks without any contact from the boys and Jake. Speaking of my brother. That kid sent me a whole lot of messages and the last one, I'm betting a dollar that he was gritting his teeth so hard while typing that. Everything was in capital letters. I'm not prepared to die so I did not respond. The other boys kept sending me messages as well including Josh. My heart fluttered just thinking about him. I'm not even sure why as I have never liked someone before so I don't have any idea what this feeling is. I'm not crushing on him right? Also, it's not like I intended not to tell them that I will be away. Someone