Jackie POV I sat on the sofa so bored. This is actually not me. I have been bored for generations if I can remember. I has been some couples of hours since mom left. Am all alone here now. I tired to occupy myself with all kinds of work but nothing came out. Nothing really. This is not me. Why do I feel bored all of a sudden yet this is my life before. I feel like I suddenly need a change in my life I decide that I was not going to cook and had already ordered pizza out. I wonder why it has not come up to now. Am really starving already . However much my I make my mind busy, I continued going back to the events with him..my heart beats so fast at the thought of the things he did to and all those that he said could do to me...oh God. Like seriously I really don't even believe that eve