Jackie POV
Everything is clearly coming back to me now. I think everything is now creating so meaning in me. In other wards am now beginning to sense everything very well now.
Right from the beginning my own mother was never fond of me. She treated me as though she is someone who was a total stranger to me. I kept wondering why she treated me this way.
Throughout my life, my own mother was never grateful with anything that I did or got involved in. What made me wonder even more was the fact that when it came to my sister, it was different. She loved her so much yet she was far older than me.
I grew up knowing that am an unlovable person and this was how I was meant to be always .
Nobody loved and cared for me as much as I desired it to be. This made me get used to it and I knew that t
