"We always learn from our own mistakes."
I was laying on my bed perplexed about how my behavior has been the whole day today .I really don't know what has become of me the recent few days...perhaps only two days.
If you told me two days ago that I could kiss a guy as handsome as Tony amidst so many people and then have the same guy rubbing my c******s in a space of 24hours more over at the dinning table of our house with both of our parents not far away,I could call you insane. But here I am in total dilemma .I have done both when am totally sober.
You know everyone thinks am an innocent girl and I don't blame any of them because that is how I behave but here I am doing all the crazy acts. I really don't know what to do .Can you believe I almost cumed at our dinner table.
I continue looking at my ceiling really having nothing to say .Whenever I remember Tony's hand in between my thighs,I curse our mothers for coming in to ruin our sweet moment. I really was ready for it even if I could regret it later.
I don't know how it came about but I felt my hand touching my breasts. It felt so good. I went on to begin rubbing them more into small circles. The pleasure that I was getting was becoming more and more intense .I had never felt it before. Apart from that that Tony was giving me today in the afternoon. I could feel my breathe coming "faster".ooh my God it feels so so good. I feel like not stopping it.
I unwillingly close my eyes .The pleasure that I can feel is so much
" Tony.."
"Tony...".
" Tony"
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The knock at the door brings me back to reality. Oh God what am I doing. Why was I calling Tony and who the hell is at the door. Is it Mom or dad what if he or she have heard me. How am I going to explain to them who Tony is. They all know that I don't have a boyfriend. How am I going to explain to them who Tony is .
I try to put my shirt right and some how gain my confidence before I go to open the door. Am ready to face who ever is at the door .
"Ye..."
Am not even able to complete when my eyes are set on who is standing at the door .what is he doing here now. What is it that he really wants.
"What do you want ?I ask .I know am being a b***h but I don't are. If he continues doing what ever he wants ,then am going to be in trouble so soon.
" is that how you welcome visitors kie?"
Why the hell is he using that name even .it is only my sister who is supposed to use that name and no one else .A bit of me how ever feels some joy. I even don't know why.
"Want do you want?"
I decide to play along with him. You are becoming something else..my subconscious tells me and I just roll my eyes at her ..bitch.
"I only want to know why you are here" I some how try to hold my self.
" I will not last long" he says as he comes in..but can this guy really be any good. I was wrong when I said that he had changed. Maybe he is like a chameleon. He changes at any time and everywhere. But what does he want here. What if he tells me that he has come to complete what we started earlier..pevert.
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Hello good people thanks so much for the support you are giving me. Someone like me,I had no idea I could win the support of many people.
Am grate ful that yesterday I was able to receive my first cheque from writing. I was so excited and at the same time more powerful than ever to write as much as I can to you my dear readers. I owe you so much. You know back in Africa here,Writing more so online is not known to many since the technology is still poor and a few people know how to use it productively .Am lucky to be one of them.
Am looking forward to buying a laptop to hence my writing....can you believe I do all my writing on phone .I try and manage it.
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Nancy.