Jackie POV "Get out!". I find my self shouting at him. I feel disgusted by this whole process. I will never be any one's w***e. I remind my self of my promise from some time back. I have been living a life where I was disgusted in every Man's eyes..according to what I think. No guy ever even looked at me in a special way. I felt that I was maybe ugly and boring. But this whole eventually ended at the party yesterday evening. I was the centre of attention of the most handsome guy in town. Kissing me amidst the crowd and in the eyes of the very beautiful girls who are more stylish and from rich families. Am disgusted by all this. What does he want from me . maybe he wants yo bed me like those different whores who are willing to sell with him any time he suggests. That is not what I am.