*Fast forward* It's been about a year now since I had given birth to my children. But the pain of labor was still there. I gave birth to two amazing babies. A girl and a boy. James Kayden and Ayesha Kayeen was their names. They were both gullible and cute little ones. When I got to first see them when I was in delivery room, my heart sank in both pain and happiness. I felt a sudden guiltiness on seeing their faces. Not because that they were born but because they will grow up with just me all by their selves without knowing their father. And I had a sudden thought inside of me that I hope they would not end up like me also. Who had grew up not having an experience of what a hoppy family felt like. But Trina's parents never failed to cope up those kinds of feelings and responsibilitie