We need to talk about him
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.Rain POV
I stared at the man in front of me . So much was going through my mind but I did not know what was taking place. I did not know how I was to react. Why was he here? Why had he come here in the first place?
I even did not know wait wanted to talk to him about . I felt I just wanted to talk to him . To talk to him about things that I even did not know about .
We were in the room together for about ten minutes. But up to that time , no on had said a thing to each other . Every time I recalled about what had happened to me . a rage of anger continued to fume into me . It was so strong .
Wolf had been the death of me , I wanted to avoid fuming but it was not easy . I just could not stop feeling the way I was . He had not ended with shattering me completely , but he had even went as far as taking away the only source of happiness that I had .
It was the only hope that I had left , that was my baby . What more could he do to me ? Wasn’t it enough to see that I was shattered . Wasn’t he at once perhaps in love with me . How could he talk it right at my face that he was not in love with me . Actually that he had never loved me at all.
“Are you okay ?”I was removed from my so many thoughts by his soothing , deep voice . I panicked abit and tried to sit upright but it was still so painful fisr me . But I tried very much not to cry out . I did not want to feel so vulnerable though that was the true state that I was in .
“Yes , yes I am okay .”of course it was such an ironical state because the fact was that I was completely not okay at all . it was actually the word that I was not eve supposed to be thinking about .
“Come on Rain , we both know that you are not okay at all.”
“Am not okay ? Who are you to tell me what I am and what I a not . You are nothing to me. You are not my parent , not my brother and nor are you my husband or even boyfriend.” In just a blink of an eye, I was already fuming . I also did not know the source of my anger .
I knew very well that he was not the cause of all my suffering but he was still not supposed to be stalking me the way he was doing already .
“Calm down , Rain . It is not like I have come here to do anything dangerous to you.. I just want what is good for you and the baby.”
“Just stop it already .” I yelled failing to control the tears from what he was talking about . I felt so heart broken when talked about my baby numerous times. I had lost it and this hurt me so much . I could not believe this at all.
My baby had gone forever and this meant that I was going to remain all alone in this world.
“My baby is dead. I have lost my baby . The only hope that I had in this cruel world is all gone .” I lamented amidst tears . I could not take it any more. I was completely broken and I could not help it . Controlling it any more was something that I could not control any more.
“It is okay , you don’t have to worry. I promise you that I am not going to leave you all alone .” he promised getting nearer and nearer to me . He went ahead and then extended his hand until when he was right in front of me . I was desperate for a touch that could confront me yet at the same time I was afraid of what the touch could do to me and what he could insinuate from that touch . I was just at cross roads . At the end of that day , I could not help it I ended up right in his arms.
I did not intend to cry but I just found myself crying so much . Tears just started to flow out of my eyes like there was something that was forcing them out of my eyes . It was action that was ashaming but at the same time confronting .
We remained like this until he chose to ruin the moment by talking about that man ,
“We need to talk about him, we need to talk about Wolf .”
“What !”
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