C H A P T E R•O N E
1064 Words
I was walking down the sidewalk, walking towards my apartment building which I share with my long time boyfriend Drake.
I have been with Drake for 5 years. We starting dating at the beginning of my freshman year of high school. I am currently in my freshman year of college.
Our 5th anniversary was last week. It was amazing! I loved it so much! Drake even proposed to me saying that we are going to be together forever! I hope it is true!
My best friend Rachel, who I have been friends with since we were in diapers, believes that he is not being faithful. I don't believe her. I believe that my boyfriend who I know better than her loves me and would never cheat.
Rachel and I are like sisters. Our families have been friends longer than she and I were born. Our moms were best friends when they were in high school, and that leads to us being friends.
I consider her parents my second set of parents.
I even call them mom and dad.
As I walk into the apartment building, I see people staring at me, with a pity look in their eyes.
I frowned not knowing why.
I had a feeling in the back of my head that I was going to find out why.
I walk over to the elevator and get on when the doors open.
-
-
When I get to my floor, the elevator doors open and I get off.
I grab my keys from my purse when I get closer to my place.
When I unlock the door and open it, I hear strange noises and I see clothes thrown about.
I was getting nauseous.
I had a feeling what was happening.
That was when I heard moans.
"Ahhh! Drake! HARDER!"
I started crying, hearing a girl that was not me moaning for him.
Granted he has never heard me like that ever in the five years we have been together, I was waiting for marriage.
I walk towards my bedroom door, being quiet so that they don't hear me.
I open my door and I see this SLUT, riding my boyfriend.
"DRAKE??"
They both stop and look at me.
"Daisy!"
He leaves the girl on the bed and starts to walk closer to me.
I put my hand in front of me.
"No! Don't come any closer"
I was sobbing.
"How could you do this to me, Drake?"
"I needed--"
"No, you didn't need anything. You are just a stupid pig. What? I wouldn't sleep with you, so you go and find someone who will? GOD! How stupid am I?"
I turn around and leave the place.
I can hear Drake trying to follow me, but I leave him in the dust.
-
-
-
It has been 3 hours since I left.
I have been wandering out alone.
Currently, I have been sitting on this park bench waiting for something.
I don't know what.
It started to rain, but even then I did not want to move.
"Daisy?"
I look up to see Asher. My best friend's brother.
He had an umbrella and he was looking at me with disbelief. I'm sure he is because, for the longest time, I would always be inside when it rained. I never wanted to be in the rain.
I guess now I just don't care anymore.
"Hi Asher"
He sits next to me "Why are you out in the rain? Alone"
"Well, because 3 hours ago I got heartbroken and I just don't care anymore. A guy that I gave 5 years of my life, goes and sleeps with another woman, just because I wouldn't sleep with him"
"Drake cheated on you??"
He looked so mad and angry at Drake
I nod and even more, tears fall down my face.
"I was the one who found him with the women in our bed"
"Oh, God. I am so sorry. You don't deserve that"
I give him a weak smile and look down at my lap.
He hugs me and I cry a little more
The hug lasts a couple of minutes before I pull away
"Come on, let's bring you home to Rachel"
I nod and I follow him to the car.
He drives us back to his place that he shares with Rachel.
Walking in the house I can hear Rachel watching friends.
That usually cheers me up, but not right now
"Rachel, I found someone for you" Asher calls out to his sister
"Who is it?"
She walks over and sees me
"Oh, Daisy! What happened?"
I shake my head not wanting to say anything. Because she was right. She always believed that he would cheat if he hasn't already
She comes over and hugs me.
"Asher? What happened?"
"Stupid ass Drake. He chated on her and she found him"
"WHAT!! That stupid fucker is Dead"
I start sobbing more.
Rachel leads me to the couch where I sit and cry some more.
-
-
-
It is nighttime and I stopped crying about an hour ago.
Now I am just numb. I can't feel anything anymore.
I still can't believe it.
A guy I am with for 5 years, cheats. After proposing to me, and making me believe that he loves me and that we were going to be together for life.
GOD! How stupid could I be?
I know that Asher and Rachel are worried about me.
Well more Rachel than Asher.
Sure, Asher had his moments where he was nice to me, but most of the time he is teasing me, making fun of me, and being mean and rude.
As I was sitting on the couch and I had my headphones playing music. The song Paralyzed By NF plays, and I put the song on repeat and I lay on the couch.
I keep repeating the same line in the song over and over
"I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me
Inside
I'm paralyzed "
Over and over the scene of Drake and that girl plays in my head.
The more I think of what happened, the less I feel.
Like in the song, I do feel paralyzed.
Soon after I fall asleep, laying on the couch.
- Writer
