I was sitting in the meadow. Her stubby legs chasing after her big brother. Her bouncing brown curls hit her back everytime she runs. He turns around and his blue eyes look into his sister's eyes. His smile makes her giggle.
"Johnny, your running to fast!" She says out of breath.
"I'm sorry Marilyn." he says running over to her.
"Why don't we go get mommy." He says holding his hand out to her.
They run my way and tackle me to the soft pillow of grass.
"Mommy! We got you." She says her little giggles ringing in my ear.
"You sure did. Where's daddy?" I ask finally looking around.
They give me a look before breaking into laughter. I give them a puzzle look.
"RAWR!"
Suddenly arms go around my waist and I'm suddenly off the ground. The little kids are looking at us and laugh even harder.
"I'm here babe." A huskey voice says into my ear where only I can hear.
The arms put me down and I turn around and my light brown eyes meet his piercing blue eyes.
"Austin, you almost gave me a heart attack!" I laugh at him.
"I'm sorry."
He kisses my nose and his touch leaves tingling sparks.
"Ew! Mommy and Daddy are kissing!"
Marilyn says getting grossed out.
"Oh yeah? Well how about I just get you!"
Austin picks up our little girl and flies her like a airplane. She squels and throws her head back in laughter.
"Mom?"
I turn my head from Austin and Marilyn and look at our son. He looks so much like Austin.
"How did you know you loved dad?"
"Beep! Beep!"
I hit my alarm clock leaving my wonderful bed. I groan and walk to the mirror. I brush out my hair and leave it in its natural waves. I apply mascara and a little bit of blush.
I spray my perfume and grab my bag from my desk and walk downstairs to eat.
I smell waffles and bacon. Mmm the smell is making me crave it even more. I walk in hoping that it's my mom but instead I see Austin.
"Hey. I thought I would drive you to school today." He says giving me a smile.
"Thanks. But you don't have to." I say taking a seat at the table.
"Well, I want to."
He places a plate infront of me and I instantly grab the syrup. I flow my waffles with syrup and put the tasty treat in my mouth.
"Wow. This is amazing!" I say with my mouth full.
"Thanks." He gives me a chuckle and sits across from me.
We eat in peace and sat looking at each other. His blue eyes fit perfect with his brown hair. They way his chin is right and how his biceps flex everytime he takes a bite.
"So, what do you want to have?" He says taking a sip of his orange juice.
"Well," I say, "I would like a little boy, with your eyes and my hair but I would also like a girl." I smile.
"I would like that. A little you running around." He says smiling.
He looks at the clock and his eyes go big. "We should go before we are late."
He grabs our plates and puts them in the sink. He grabs his keys and puts his leather jacket on, grabbing my hand and leads me to his car.
Instead of his Mustang, we are driving in his red convertible. He starts the car and speeds to school. The song Hallelujah by Panic! at the disco plays.
I softly sing the words and watch the trees go by. Austins hand is still intertwined with mine. I see him still glances at me and gives me a small smile.
We arrive at school a quarter till the bell rings. As we pull up to the school parking lot, all eyes go on us. I hear some mutters going around.
One guy said, "I heard he rejected her and the baby."
"I heard she is only lying so he will stay with her."
I look around and I go pale. I hate how everyone thinks that I'm only saying that I'm pregnant so that I can have Austin. Well I'm not! You try craving skittles every minute of the day!!
"Hey, don't worry about them. There just jealous." He says wrapping his arm around my shoulders.
"About what," I say, "that they get to go to college and I don't?" I mutter.
"Hey," he lifts my chin, "that's not what I ment. I ment they are jealous that they don't get to have a wonderful girl carrying their child."
He looks into my eyes and I feel like we are having a moment. We probably are! I swear if anyone ever ruins this I would personally kill them! I don't know why but last night at the appointment I really saw the side of Austin that I like. Not the stuck up one and thinks he's all that, but the one who wants to be apart of his childs life if it means that he can't sleep around or go to college. He actually has something to look foward to.
"Hey, babe."
Great! Way to ruin the flipped moment! I turn my head away from his piercing blue eyes and see Kelly standing there with a short skirt that shows too much cleavage and a shirt way too small.
"Kelly," he looks shocked, "what are you doing here?"
"What do you mean?" She looks really confused.
I can tell by her body language that she wants something. She is forcing her boobs to seem bigger than they are. I can tell that it somehow is affecting Austin. He keeps looking down and her green eyes show that she really wants to smirk.
"We always meet here and go have s*x in the closet." She says moving her arms up and down his biceps.
"Look-"
"I think I should go. Thanks for the ride Austin." I mutter and continue my way to my locker.
I can hear Austin calling my name but I ignore it. I can somewhat hear them arguing but I can care less. I feel my face get hot and I feel tears about to pour out. My vision is getting really blurry and it's hard for me to do my combo.
"Hey, Journey are you alright?" Johnny asks putting a hand on my shoulder.
I turn around and I engulf him into a hug. I start breaking down and get weird stares from everyone. Stupid pregnancy hormones.
"Hey? Whats the matter?"
I look into his green eyes and stare. Too bad Johnnys gay or else I would date him. "I just can't believe that I thought I could change Austin."
"Why?"
"Well, with this baby thing, I thought he would at least change. You know, but instead, he probably is getting it on with Kelly in the closet." I sniff.
"Or maybe not." He says pointing to something.
I turn around and see Austin making his way towards us. He stops when he gets here and looks me in the eye.
"I think I should go."
Johnny leaves me alone with Austin and I soon feel the tears coming back up.
"Journey, she is just trying to make you jealous. I never did go have s*x with her." He says.
I don't look him in the eye but instead, I look at my feet. I don't want to look at him knowing that he may make fun of me.
"Hey," he lifts my chin up, " can you look me in the eye?"
I look him in the eye and his blue eyes are filled with sadness.
"I don't like her."
"Then why were you looking at her like that?" I say ruder than I expected.
"Like what?"
"You looked at her with lust," I say embarrassed.
I look back at the floor when I hear him chuckle.
"If I liked her than would I do this?"
He lifts my chin up and places his soft pink lips on mine. His soft lips are soft on mine and I feel like I'm on cloud nine. He pulls apart smiling down at me and I can't help to smile as well.
"Why did you do that?" I ask with shock.
"Because I wanted to." He says giving me a small smile.