Every time I tell myself to stay away from you I find it so hard to do. You send so many mixed signals that I don't know which one is true. Should I love you or should I leave you? I just don't know. What I realize however is that I need to save myself, mind, body and soul because I know that being around you would only cause my heart pain. One moment you're in, the next you're out. I can't keep up and I refuse too. So either you love me and allow me to stay or you don't so I can walk away. -A.E I sat on the sofa and mentally scolded myself for letting my true feelings slip through my perfectly built walls. I was interrupted when the phone started to ring and I mentally braced myself before going back in. Getting up I walked into the kitchen and picked up the phone. "Hello?" "Hey Car