I was within and without. Simultaneously enchanted and repelled by the inexhaustible variety of life. F. Scott Fitzgerald When I got home I was surprised to see Roni, Brian and Anthony lounging on the couch watching discovery channel. They all looked up as I walked in and I was careful to avoid Roni's stare. "Hey guys, what you doing here?" I asked as subtly as I dared. "Well I came over to see you and Anthony decided to tag along." "Oh okay. Well I'm going to take a shower." My eyes finally met Roni's and I looked down when I saw the look on her face. I quickly made my way upstairs as I heard the sound of the tv being turned up. I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my body as I made my way into the bedroom. A smile was permanently etched into my face as I thought back to what j