It was only five in the morning and Blane was already wide awake. Well, it didn't say that he slept all night. He can't sleep to be exact. He was still shedding tears and now, he's tired yet he's not sleepy. He had no other things to do in his room so he decided to get up and go to the poolside where he usually sits every morning. It still hurts him. He wanted to cry but he thought that he would cry a lot and that no single tear would fall from his eyes. He was just watching the water in the pool and waiting until the sun rose. Knight didn't sleep well either. He can't sleep without Blane. He was just staring at his ceiling or maybe watching some series to entertain his boring silent room. Everything was f****d up and it was because of him. The word 'if only he listens' kept on runni