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Call me a child, but why won't I let her believe I am triumphing over her defeat? I'm a narcissist, anyway; she agrees to that.
However, it saddens me to admit that last night, nothing of the sort she's assuming really happens. I might intentionally mislead her the whole night when we all go to bed to make her believe I'm having a good time with those girls just as I do in the bar, but it's not what it looks like. From her perspective, I'm a w***e, she says.
And that's good; anything that will have her not think of me with strong sentiments as her first. We shouldn't have happened, so I will be her villain, to make her forget the profundity of the ecstasy we reached together. That was my first time too, sharing the same feeling at the same time with someone.
I will make her ha
