XIII I didn't make the mistake of wearing anything "skimpy" today. Instead I opted for a pair of black skinny jeans and a flannel with a V-neck tee. Dean picks me up as usual but we still haven't gotten back to normal. I frankly don't know how to. I've never been the type to let someone abuse me but I don't want our relationship to end. I love Dean, always have. The whole thing with Mr. Morgan was a mistake, I can't understand what he meant by 'He can't make you feel as good as I can.' It just keeps playing in my head on repeat. It's driving me insane, mostly because I'm afraid he's right. Yesterday when his lips were on mine I couldn't help but compare him to Dean, and Dean lost. Maybe it was the fact that I was crying to him because of what Dean did to me and I was vulnerable. But at