Freya's PoV
California
Yesterday was amazing in NJ. It was nice to catch up with the family and it was defiantly nice to be back home. I just couldn't stop thinking about what cam had said. To be honest I don't feel anything for Ethan he's... I don't know but I just don't feel anything for him.
It was the morning and I was tired as f**k. I wasn't bothered to get changed so I just kept my PJs on and my hair in a messy bun with no makeup. I looked fantastic! (Note the sarcasm) I went to the kitchen to make my self some breakfast.
"Wow... you look -" I put my hand in front his face to tell him to stop talking.
"Like I'm having a hangover, yeah I know" I snorted touching my walking slowly to the kitchen.
"I was about to say cute but that works too" I gave him a giant smile and took a plate from the cupboard.
"Thanks I'm just jet lagged" I honestly said. Grayson looked healthy and not tired at all.
"You look awake" I told him as I made my breakfast.
"I'm used to taking planes, you know after tour" he munched on his cereal. Ethan came down shirtless. Does this boy always stay shirtless? I rolled my eyes and finished making my food and sat down to eat.
"Someone got out of the wrong side of bed" Ethan chuckled. Does he want me to smack him? I gave him a glare and he just winked at me.
I grabbed my phone and went through my social media. The boys uploaded their video and I have a lot and I mean a lot of Dolan Twins fan accounts following me. I go through my i********: and read through the comments.
She's so pretty
Aw she's so lucky to be staying with twins!
Gorgeous!!
There was a bunch more nice comments but there was a lot of extreme hate from their fandom. I'm used to hate so this won't affect me hopefully.
Try your best bitches.
"Your fandom is way to extreme" I randomly say not knowing it was me and Ethan in the room. I continued to scroll through the comments until he said something.
"What can I say" I looked at Ethan still shirtless i folded my arms pressing my lips in a firm line trying not to let my anger out.
"What's up with you and not wearing your shirt?" I said annoyed even though it's his house and his rules.
"Listen sunshine, you will be seeing a lot of me shirtless" he smiled then walked away with his phone in his hands I can't believe him.
I finished my breakfast eating alone cause Ethan left me, once I finished I put my plates in the dishwasher. I finally have the energy to get changed, do my hair and makeup.
But I first needed to go to the bathroom.
I mentally groaned and ran to the bathroom. I opened the door quiet hard and it was shirtless Ethan again. I swung myself round to leave but the door was slammed and I heard keys locking the bathroom door.
I think the f**k not!
I tried opening the door but nothing worked. Ethan spat his toothpaste out of his mouth and ran to the door trying to open it. Nothing.
"Grayson!" I banged on the door calling his name. That son of b***h locked us on purpose!
"Grayson I swear to god open the door before I do something I regret" Ethan shouted who can I mention is right next to my ear.
"Can you not scream" I touched my ears, they're precious you know, I rolled my eyes and continued to bang on the door.
"Not until you guys kiss and make up!" Grayson laughed. This was not a laughing matter!
"Grayson open the door please" I pleaded, I continuously banged on the door but I heard footsteps fade away.
Bitch!
"Noooo!" Ethan groaned moving away from the door leaving a last bang on the door which I shall mentioned made me flinch.
I sat down on the toilet seat fixing my hair. Grayson must think he's funny if we are going to be magically friends again, Ethan has been nothing but a d**k to me and I hated that.
It's been 15minutes and all I done was fixed myself as in brushed my teeth and combed my hair and did my skin routine.
"When is this dickhead going to open this damn door" Ethan frustratedly said.
"Look, lets just make up I don't even know what I did so whatever Ive done I'm sorry" I let out. Ethan looked up at me like I killed someone. He stood up which made me stand up aswell. I have no idea why my heart was pounding so fast at this point.
"Don't think for a second I'm going-"
I rolled my eyes, is he serious?
"-I know you liked me back home" I quickly said regretting every word. He inhaled took a step back.
"What?" I groaned throwing my arms in the air, I'm not dumb.
"In New Jersey cam told me you had a crush on me" Ethan turned around and all I could see was his tanned muscular body flexing.
"Is that why you're so pissed and you can't forgive me for leaving? Because you had a crush on me?" I had no idea who took over my body.
I was so scared of what he might say next but he said nothing. Maybe cam was telling the truth.
"Are you just going to ignore me now?"
He turned his body around with his hands around his face.
"Well?" I shouted
"Yes! Okay! I did have a f*****g crush on you and yes that's the reason why I'm so f*****g pissed at you. Seeing you brings back so many memories and the truth is I don't want to remember them because it reminds me when you left me" he screamed he was close to me, he was red and I didn't move or flinch.
"My Dad died and all you care about is your feelings towards me?" I moved back in disbelief.
"I had to move away from home, I had no choice!" I continued.
"It's sucks, people you love dies but let me tell you want also sucks" he paused.
"When someone you love leaves you behind without calling or texting"
Did he really just say that?
D-did he just say that he loved me?
"What?" I said in almost a whisper squinting my eyes.
"I had a massive crush on you Frey and it broke me when you left" he was close like nose almost touching close.
Again, I never knew Ethan liked me I was shock.
"Why didn't you tell me" I muttered slightly whist there was a lump on my throat asking to be swallowed.
"Because I know you don't like me back" It was like he took my breath away.
He doesn't know that.