Freya's PoV
'friends with benefits' has been amazing we legit had s*x in the car, in the restroom but we still kept our midnight s*x routine. I also told Max and he kept arguing about the 'bet' but soon came to the decision with Kacy to keep betting until we are officially together which is highly unlikely. It's also that time of the week where your uterus hurts..
Periods.
I f*****g hate them, why do we go through them and not men? I've been stuck in my room with my tub of Ben and Jerry's and watching sad films crying. When I'm on my period I get really bad mood swings I cry, I laugh, I get angry all different kinds of emotions.
I was still locked into my room, looking like a mess. I couldn't be asked to do my hair, makeup or put my outfit on I just wanted to watch Netflix which I did.
The boys kept come in and out to check up on me. Grayson gave me warm hugs and made me food whereas Ethan seduced me a lot even though I'm on my period.
There are days where I don't give two shits about periods but this one is different I started last night and Ethan and I have to survive not having s*x within 3-5 days. Speaking of Ethan he just left to get me something which he's not telling!
That's another new rule I made which is not to surprise or bring any presents but clearly he's failing.
"Okay! I got it, close your eyes" Ethan barged into my room with a box. What on Earth?
"Ethann.." I moaned like a baby, he just rolled his eyes playfully and gave me a look to do it. I gave up so I paused the show I was watching (teen wolf may I mention) and covered my eyes.
I felt a body next to mine on my bed and something heavy on my lap. "You can open it"
It was a huge red velvet cake and a CD player beside, I creased my eyebrows wondering why he would do this, but my question is did he make this cake?
"Did you make it?" I faced him, he placed a hand on my lower back and tried to keep his smile.
"No, you know I can't bake" he reminded me and he's the worst at baking lord forbid this fool cant even get the right equipments.
"But you can cook" i mentioned remembering the time where we had the house to ourselves and he cooked pasta.
Anyways the cake looked well baked and so yummy. I grabbed a hold of the CD player beside and it was written periods suck I snorted and covered my mouth.
"You got me a period playlist" I said in awe, he came close to my ear and whispered,
"I made it" his tone made me shiver and realised this is what couples do and I don't want that but I still went ahead with it.
"I also got us knives, spoons, plates and a speaker" he said, I just looked at the beautiful cake that wouldn't keep their eyes off me, it's telling me to eat it.
"Thank you" I said, he faced me and eyed every inch of my face.
"You're welcome" he looked honest and looked deeply into my eyes.
"You're doing it" I told him, still not breaking our eye contact. He turned his head around and grabbed a knife and cut the cake.
I cleared my throat and I plugged the speaker in and the first song played 'Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis
Awee
We listened to the song as we ate our food and I spoke up and this whole thing we are doing. "We look like a couple"
"We do?"
"Mhm, I mean you got me cake and made me a period playlist and we are watching a film, don't couples do this?" I felt eyes on me.
"Is that such a problem?" I felt a knot tied in my stomach, it really is.
"I thought we only agreed on having s*x?" I reassured him, I carried on munching on my food.
He didn't say anything he continued to eat and watching the film. I just don't like relationships, I think I've told you enough they scare me and most importantly falling in love with him.
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"Awe, Ethan and Freya are cuddling" I heard Grayson shout. I opened my eyes and felt arms around my waist and Ethan's head laying on my neck. Ethan's such a heavy sleeper which I hate honestly this boy can sleep through anything.
"This is properly one of the cutest s**t I've seen ever from Ethan" Grayson said, I still didn't move my position, heart boiled and I threw a pillow shouting at him telling him to leave. He kept laughing and left.
Me and Ethan were sleeping with our clothes on.
"Ethan! Wake up!" I smacked him.
"Alright" his voice croaked, after a couple of minutes he fully woke up.
"What's up?" He asked like nothing's happening.
Is he serious? I told him not to do this, not to do these couple things yet he stills decides to break them.
"What's up?" I mocked him, he knows what up or he's really stupid, and he calls out Grayson for being stupid.
I stood up waving my arms in the air in annoyance. "What's up is that we slept together with our clothes on"
"I don't see that as a crime" he rubbed his eyes chuckling.
"You don't get it do you? What we done yesterday, no what you done yesterday freaked me out and I didn't act like that because I would've lashed out on you because I was on my period I'm still on my period but I don't have the energy to shout at you!"
"Bring a cake and a period playlist freaked you out?" He sat up straight.
"Yes, this is what couples do and I don't want that!" I snapped, he looked abit hurt but it's the truth.
I came to the decision that we can't do this anymore I physically can't.
"Ethan.. hook up with some other girl or something, we can't do this" I told him honestly it's what's best for us both.
"Are you serious? Like actually have s*x with a girl" he said running his fingers through his hair.
"Yes, Ethan go f**k someone else!" I raised my voice, he stood up walking towards the door.
"Well played" was the last thing he had said before he closed my door.
I hate myself. I got my pillow and put over my mouth and let out a scream.
He's something else.
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^me rn
I have a lot in store for the two of them!