At three in the morning , I couldn't take it anymore. I snuck over to her house and crawled my way into bed by the side of her.I felt my way around her bed and felt her move over to give me room. I didn't want room though I wanted to be as close to her as I could possibly get. Her arms automatically went around me and I laid my head on her chest. For the longest time, we didn't speak , just lay in each other's arms. Her rhythmic heartbeat was the only thing that could calm me at the moment. I had tried to sleep , but my words to my mum kept swirling on repeat in my head. She knew I knew what that meant. Now I don't know. It could mean she tells Hayle I know. All the different scenarios plagued me. Like one after the other. He confesses everything to Mandy , they move away , they just ca