Dear Journal, ,
Today I almost did something stupid again ! By now I'm questioning my own sanity. All week I have had to watch as guys hung around her table. I was quick to work out that two of them were interested in her friends. But one watched her like a puppy dog after a treat. That night at the party . . . f**k !! I had never ever thought about hurting a woman. Never would I ever either. But I was close to walking up and punching Nikki square in the mouth. Then today she went after Maya again.
Never did I think me faking being with Nikki , to back Maya off would lead to Nikki acting this way towards her. I needed to have a word with her. Tell her to back off . I'm afraid I may have already poked a raging bear with that one though. My fear for Maya now is Nikki was only going to g
