Changing Bobby

Bobby 2

I woke up from a loud knock on my door.

"Bobby wake up".

I groan and went to the door,I opened it and my grandma step in.

"Did you sleep last night hun?".she ask and sat on my bed.

"Yea,I slept right through".

"Oh that's good,you know you don't have to go to school now.You can start in September, from what I saw yesterday you're not ready to go back in public you're still scared".she pulled me down beside her.

She was right I was still very afraid,I couldn't last a day out there.I know I have to be brave because I haven't gone to school since my old house.All I had to do was stay far away from people as possible and if I feel like I was gonna freak out or something just take a deep breath.

"Yea I still wanna go".

Did,I just said that?oh my gosh they are going to kill me out there.

"Ok great so the school is about five minutes from here, do you want to walk and enjoy the outdoors or take your car?".

"I don't want to be jumped while walking and get killed.I'm taking my car".

"Ok,hun I hope you make a friend today someone that can help you with your problem apart from us",she close the door and went downstairs.

I sighed,I didn't need help I'm perfectly fine.People just scares me that's all.

I walked lazily to the bathroom and got in.I took shower and wash my hair.I got out and went to my closet,I pulled on some clothes,all black.

I brush my teeth and headed down stairs with my backpack and everything else.I went in the kitchen and sat at the table.

"Morning".I rest my head on the table,I didn't want my grandparents to see how I was nervous.

"Morning kiddo, you ready for school?".my grandpa ask.

"Y-yea".I choked out.I was scared but I had to be brave.

"Eat up honey".grandma push a plate in front of me. "I already got your schedule from your school so you don't have to go to the principal and talk and I made you lunch so you don't have to go in the cafeteria with a lot of people but try and talk to someone,you need a friend.They won't hurt you".

I took my schedule from her and my lunch,I put them in my bag and started eating.When I was done,I put my plate in the dishwasher and took up my car key.

"Well bye,I guess".I hug my grandma,i held her tight,I didn't want to let her go.She push out of my hold and caress my cheek.

"Bye honey".

"Bye grandpa".I waved at him.

"Have a nice day kid".he said.

I walked out of the kitchen and into the living room,I turn and my heart nearly stopped when I saw the door.I swallowed the big gulp that was in my troat.I walked slowly to the door and put my hand on the door knob. I haven't been outside in so long.My heart was beating fast right now.I turn the knob and the light made my eye squint. I stepped on the first step and then the other.I was finally outside and I took a deep breath to calm down. I made it.

Then I saw a man walking along and he looked at me with a serious face.I stepped back,I wanted to run back inside but I ran to the car and lock myself in.I jumped in the back seat and laid down.After a while i peeked out the window and he was gone.I went back to the front seat and started the car.I pulled out the drive way and drove shakily to school.Less than five minutes,I pulled in through the gate of the large building and parked my car.My hands were visible shaking from fear.I looked around and saw a lot of kids.They all looked...free.Why couldn't I be like that.Something hit the side of the car and I screamed. I brought my knees to my chest and held my head down.Then there was a knock on the window.I wanted to scream again but I swallowed it.I slowly took my head up,eyes still close.I slowly open them and surprisingly it a the guy,Ashton from yesterday. I wasn't looking at him but I could see in the corner of my eyes.I breath in and out slowly,staring at my steering wheel. There was another knock on the window and I jumped.I turn my head and looked at him.He was smiling at me.He stepped back from the car and motion me to come out.I held my head back down as my hand began to shake more.A tap on the window again and I look up.

"Please".he pleaded and step back more.

I looked in front of me.I took in a deep breath and exhale closely.I brought my knees down and put my hand on the car door.I open it slowly and step out.When I was fully out I locked the door and brace on it.Hugging my self and looking at the ground.I see him coming closer to me and I started to tremble and back away around the car.He stop.

"Hey,its okay,I won't hurt you".

I stopped and I slowly look up at him,he look so calm,gently he look like a nice person.As I said his voice sounded welcoming.He came closer and reach out to touch me.

"Don't!".I almost scream.

He pulled back his hand very quickly and look in my eyes.I look down,Not knowing what to do the only thing I knowing is that if he makes anymore move I'm yelling for my life.

"Is there a reason that you're afraid of me?".I hear him ask.

I shook my head still not looking up.

"Did I do something to you?".

I shook my head again.

"Then why are you afraid of me?".

"St-stop a-asking questions!".I stuttered.

"Okay okay I'm sorry".

"Its not j-just y-you I'm a-afraid of".I wanted to just go back home right now.

"And why are you afraid".I look up at him.

"Just leave me alone".I hurried away

I could hear him behind me but I ignore it and walked into the building.Instantly,fear rush all over me.There 

were people in the hallway,wild people I would say.Running around,talking,laughing.I looked at my schedule and push it back in my bag.I held my head down and walked slowly in the corner,where I think no one could harm me.I kept my head down and continue to walk.My whole body was shaking.I looked up and saw that I was at the math door,my first class.I opened it and was relief to see about 7 to 9 student in there,the rest haven't arrive yet.I walked in the corner of the class and headed to the back and sat down in the dark corner.I rested my head on the desk and breath in slowly.

Minutes after the door open and close repeated and the class was fulling up,I jump every time I hear something.I slowly took my head up after a few more minutes and saw that the teacher was here.I calm down and took out my note book and pen.I began to copy off the board when the class door opens once again and Ashton walked in.I sighed and look back at the board.I close my eyes as I saw him coming towards me,he sat down next to me but didn't say anything.I was glad,as long as I stay in the corner of every class,I'll be okay.

About half an hour in the class the teacher looked around.

"Oh class we have a new student here,sir will you stand and introduce your self".

I look at her,then looked around the class.I felt my hands began to shake.My head began to hurt.I don't know what to do.

"He doesn't want to Ms.Saunders".I heard Ashton said beside me.

I force myself not to look at him nor the teacher,nor the class.I just held my head down and looked at my hands still shaking in my lap.

"Um..ok Ashton".the teacher said and continued with her lesson.