A week has passed and I feel like I was ready to face the world again. Facing the world probably also meant that I had to tell Nate about everything, I feel so bad for keeping something like this from him. Maybe later today I would, I don't want to disturb him while he was working, at this point, I just sound like a broken record coming up with a s**t ton of excuses on why I keep putting off telling Nate. I was nervous and nobody can really blame me. I had already talked to Nikka, Caleb, Johnson, Luke, and Tobias about it, and they all had the same thing to say. I didn't have to tell him until I felt like I was ready to. Everything in my head just sounded like an excuse for why I still haven't told him.
Just when I had finally come to terms with it, my heart was beating so hard against m
