I woke up in a daze, and then the waves of crushing panic flooded my veins. I think I overslept, and Nate was waiting for me downstairs. Just as I stood up from the bed, stars suddenly started to form in my eyes. My body was suddenly filled with heat, it hurts and it burned. I wanted to tear my clothes off my skin. I wanted to rip the skin off of my bones. I felt so uncomfortable in my own skin. I sprinted to the bathroom and locked the door shut. I stripped off all my clothes, opened the faucet to the tub, and stood under the cold water of the shower as I waited for the tub to fill. For some reason, the heat wasn't going away.
Am I that sick?
Once the tub had filled, I turned the water off in the shower and on the tub. I got in and let the heat cool down as the cold water surrounded me
