*Regardless of how you feel inside always try to look like a winner. Even if you are behind, a sustained look of control and confidence can give you a mental edge that results in victory- Diane Arbus* Marcus I could have lied, I could have told Gregory that working was stressing me out. I could have literally come up with any excuse in the book but I had conditioned myself to always telling the truth and now here I was watching my mate spot so many emotions in his face. Sadness being the most prominent one on his face, I had caused this, it was our 'first meet' and my mate was sad because of me. Guilt hit me like a truck! We were supposed to be happily chatting about ourselves, yadda yadda first date type of thing but I had gotten sucked up into my past. I had dragged him all the way