Xayra's Pov I stared at his departing figure and couldn't help but shuddered when I felt a sense of loss in me. It felt empty for no reason. I shook my head, brushed off any negative thoughts and got up. I stretched a little and look outside the window I didn't notice was there before. I smiled lightly as I got lost in thoughts. "How am I going to cope, if these keeps on going like this?" I said to myself lost. I heaved a deep sigh and stared at the shelves filled with books. It seems just like yesterday when I was being addressed to as the Queen bee. I remembered the admiration showered at me. The teasing smiles and those boot lickers. And also some that malicious intent too. It felt so fresh like it was going to happen all over again If I just close my eyes, and open them, I was go