I was not able to look away. My eyes were glued to them and so many questions and what if's were stuck in my mind.
I know pain is shown in my face the moment I saw how happy and how Rick laughed in front of Astrid. He looks so natural with it. Unlike with me, he seems to be very conscious around me. And I have never seen him laughed like that before.
Then Calvin covered my eyes with hise hands but I removed it. "You are just hurting yourself, Lauren." He said.
I didn't answer and still look at them but then Calvin wiped my face. I took my handkerchief and wiped my face. I didn't even notice that I was already crying.
"Stop it, okay? Are you happy hurting yourself? You what to get over him but you keep on hurting yourself." He said. I can feel the worry on his voice.
I shook my he
