After what happened to the park, I went straight and went inside the bed without telling Mom and Dad again. I cried and thought of the good moments that I had with Astrid when everything was still fine.. I took my phone and scrolled up and down, looking at the picture that we had together, looking at the text messages that we talked together. But now, every thing had change. And I don't know why it happened when everything was so fine between us. And I thought that, when she was with Rick, does she think of me too. Does so felt bothered that I will caught them? Does she felt anxious of what I might felt? Because if it was me, I would definitely feel that way because I trusted her and treated her like as my other half, as my sister and more than just a friend. I sighed and wiped my tears