I've been sitting on the chair for almost an hour now and I was not doing any thing expect for the fact that I was thinking about what Rick said. I was really bothered at how he went here and said those words after learning that I was already here at New York. It makes me think at how he was able to say those things to me after telling me things that hurts me.
"Ughhh!! I don't know anymore. Why does they make.it hard for me?" I sighed deeply as I ask myself in frustration.
I shook my head a d continue to what I was doing but a moment later I stopped again because I can't concentrate.
"Really! I should not have went out and face him." I said to myself again as I messed my hair.
I look around and there I saw some messed of the paints I had been using while I was painting earlier.
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