My obsession

shopping or lust

In one hour, there was a knock on the door.

With a sigh of relief, I went to the door, I man was standing with the clothes in hand, he had a wide smile on his face.

"This came in for Mr Teron" he said with the smile still on his face.

"Yea, I'm his assistant, you can leave with me" I said arching my hand to collect it from him.

"Have a nice day!" He said excitedly.

Thank God I get to see a soul like this before I begin the day.

It's very sad that I have to wake up every morning, knowing that I will see just the person I don't want to see.

The problem is, I don't have choice.

"Thank sir, do have a good day too" I said equally smiling

"Bye!" He said and left.

I went to my room and hurriedly and changed into the gown.

It was quite different from what I was expecting, infact I am amazed, the black gown is clinging to my body like an extra skin.

It was extremely short, like the ones I see on people and call them sluts.

Seems I am one today.

I packed my hair up, wore my shoes and stormed out.

He probably is waiting for me, but it's not my fault that I am late.

I went out and saw him sitting on the couch, with his legs crossed. He didn't even bother to look up as he heard me walking in.

"We are late, miss Raven, we should hurry" he said looking at his watch.

"Yes sir" I said flatly.

"He stood up and headed for the door, without looking bat my direction still.

"Thank you for the dress" I said, after battling with myself.

That was the statement that made him to turn to my direction.

His firm gaze began to falter, became much more softer. I he looked me up before swallowing, .

He said something under his breath, then followed a grunt.

Clearing his throat he opened the door, "f*****g behave Raven" he said before storming out.

Have I ever misbehaved before?

And does he even look so pissed, like I have annoyed him or something wrong.

Or is he still angry?

Who ever said women are difficult to understand has lost it, because this man confuses me more than anything in the world.

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"The point is, there are a lot other companies that produces shoes, and your company here, has the best of them" Mr Raphael stated.

They had been discussing about the company, the good, the times when things came crashing down, and how they tried and brought back their s**t together.

Mr Teron spoke proudly of his company, he seems very proud to be the sole director.

To me he doesn't fit to be one, he seemed more like ba ruffian.

No hate attached, he just seems so.

"Thank you" Mr Teron said with a simple smile on his Face.

When I think about it, I realized that Mr Teron gets along with literally everyone, just not me. He smiles, not very much but at least he does smile.

But when it comes to me, he is always rude, he always has a problem with what I do and how I do them.

It's almost as if I had offended him before and the wants to take revenge.

But the annoying part is that despite all of this, I find myself thinking about him in an unworthy manner, I find myself wanting him to like me, to appreciate me at least.

I find myself craving for just his smile..

It's insane how I want him to smile, not just smile but to smile at me.

"You Miss Stiles, have you been walking with Mr Teron for long?" He asked me .

"No, not very long sir" I said adding the sir to make the conversation less friendly.

"If I had gotten to you before time, I would have loved to have you as my own assistant" he remarked.

Oh really, am I that wanted.

"Any reason to that Mr Raphael?" I asked cautiously.

I would have let the matter go but I would be glad to know the reason for so much trust.

"You exceptionally good, Miss raven, others have the certificate but not not the brains, sometimes I wonder how they got the certificate" he said raising his hand, demonstrating his confusion.

I smiled inwardly, "oh" was the only thing I could say.

"The day you let go of her, let it be to your knowledge that I'll still her away" he said to am awfully quiet Mr Teron.

He muffled a faint laugh before answering.

"I don't think that day would come Raphael" he said with so much certainty.

I must say I am amazed by his statement, I would like to know what he meant exactly.

But for the record, this is the first good thing he had said concerning me.

If he is this certain that I'm not leaving his company, then why exactly does treat me the way he does, like I am absolutely no one, like he can survive with or without me.

Like I am nothing but s**t.

And who told him that it won't happen, if he keeps treating me like this then I'll have to resign.

Even if it means I have to eat sad, I and my family.

"That's good to know! Meaning you know her worth" Mr Raphael stated rather purposefully.

"Trust me on that" Mr Teron said assuredly.

I looked from my boss to Raphael, as if they had grown horns. I am here, how comes they are talking about me as though I'm not present.

Raphael smiled dully, before rubbing his head.

"There is a meeting tomorrow, it's for all my important employees, be there will you?"

"Of course, we will be looking forward to that" he replied.

At least, I'm being considered here as a person.

In few minutes we said our goodbyes and we were out .

There was a smile on his face, like he felt achieved, but of what?

If we talked more, I would have asked why he was smiling, but aren't right.

I quietly walked beside him, we reached the car and I pulled on the passengers sit.

Exactly where I sat on our way to he office.

"You did well today" he stated

I almost thought he was talking to someone else but it's just the two of us in the car.

"Thank you" I said smugly.

For me, I did what I normally do.

"You don't seem bright" he said, like he really cared for what I feel or what is wrong with me.

"Me?" I asked to confirm.

"Yes you Raven, is there any other person here?" He asked, not rudely though.

I shook my head.

"So?"

"I'm okay" I said. I don't know why he wants to start a conversation with me now, on our way here, he didn't utter a word and the look on his face told me that he would stab me with a knife if I did.

"I think not"he pushed further.

What does he want me to say?

What if I am not okay, he wants me to say it?

Then what?

My problem is him, so he cannot possibly solve it.

"You're acting dead" he said plainly.

"I'm alive though" I answered.

He sighed and shook his head.

"I know you are alive Raven, but you're acting like you're not the one"

Oh.

Who am I then.

He knows? That I am more joyful?

"It's me" sir" I said formally, just incase he has forgotten that it's me he is talking to.

"Do you feel sick?" He asked, like he was worried.

But I know he isn't.

"No" I said simply.

"Okay then". he said in defeat.

Finally.

We quietly drove, listening to the song he played on his radio.

I hummed to it, it's playing beautiful mistakes by maroon 5 and Meghan thee stallion.

Maroon 5 has always been one of my best, and it is very impossible to hear a song by them and not sing along.

I have a weird taste in music, bet me I'm not specific.

While in my thoughts I saw that Mr Teron had taken left instead of right.

I know because it was the same road we went through when coming, and I am definitely good with roads.

"Where are we going?" I asked, totally forgetting my plan to keep shut.

But I needed to make sure that we are not on our way to getting lost.

"Calm down Raven, I know where we are headed" he said calmly, his gaze fixed on the road.

Fine.

I leaned back in to the seat, worries all gone.

By now the song had finished playing and it's on the next one.

It was Maroon 5 so I continued to hum with no worries.

From the corners of my eye, I saw that he was smiling.

In a few minutes we were parking in the parking lot of a boutique.

I love guessing, but this is one, I cannot.

He unlocked the car and got out.

"Am I to stay in the car?" I asked In total confusion.

"Follow me Raven" he said blankly.

Immediately I got out of the car, by then he had reached the entrance of the building.

I walked faster to catch up with him.

My eyes widened twice there size when we got in, there were beautiful clothes everywhere. And of course it was obvious that people like me should be found nowhere around this place, but yet am in it aren't I.

There was a woman at the table when we got in.

Following his lead we got to her.

Immediately she saw us, or specially him, her face turned into a bright smile.

"I was definitely not expecting this arrival, Ethan" wow. This is literally the first time he is being called by his first name. She must be that close then. Probably someone he has known for quite a while.

"Kira" he exclaimed equally.

She came to hug him, and I was standing there like a log of word.

"And you are?" She asked with a big smile on her face

"His assistant" I said smile shyly.

"Oh my God you're so beautiful, I hope my cousin here doesn't give you tough time" she asked while giving him a warning look.

Well he is ma'am!

He is!.

"Not at all" I said flatly.

"If he does, you now know the way here" she said giving me a knowing smile.

I smiled back equally this time.

"So what brings you here Ethan, it's not possible that you just thought of me" she said .

"Well, I thought that she good make use of some new clothes, and you and your place came to my mind" he explained and I nearly chuckled.

"Wow, what a soothing information" she said sarcastically.

And he bursted out laughing.

Right now all I can really say is that I am amazed at this side of my boss.

"You mean a lot" he said further.

, He shoved her hand at him indicating that it was enough. All he did was smile further.

She took is to the session where we can find my size.

"Over here will do" she said pointing.

"The room is just right there" she said pointing to s tiny place, "you can go try out your choice there"

She turned to Mr Teron, "meanwhile I'll have to attend to other people"

He smiled at her and nodded.

She smiled back and immediately evacuated.

Silently, Mr Teron went around, looking at the options.

"You should choose what you want to wear" he said bleakly.

"No you should, I like your taste" I didn't just say that did I!

Raven, you think before you talk will you?

He rose and eyebrow at me, he too was shocked by my statement.

But he recovered quickly because now, he had a smirk on his face.

Ha.

"I will do just that"

After a while he handed me all he had picked

"I want to see what you have tried on" he announced.

Why must I do that with him?

He is not my boyfriend.

But I nodded anyways, not that I have a choice.

I started with a red one.

It was a short dress, not very revealing but enough to show my curves.

I came out after looking myself over.

I met him sitting, hands crossed obviously waiting.

I saw a smile form at the corner of his mouth, then immediately, it disappeared.

"This is fine" he said blankly.

You mean I have to come out for this remark?

I went back in anyways and changed to the next.

The same procedure until we reached the last one.

If I could, I would have just skipped the last one.

It looked tiny and very revealing, that's why I did not try it on immediately I saw it.

I love black but this?

I wore it though, and it took me several minutes before I got out.

To worsen the situation, his face was fixed on the door, so by the time I got out, his became fixed on me.

This time around he stared at me like I wasn't the one.

He let go big his crossed hands and sat up.

Whatever he was going to say he should say it real fast because I got to get out of this cloth.

"f**k" he said.

Did he wants m me to hear that? Because I did, without even stressing.

With a swift movement he was up, and was walking straight at me. His eyes looked darker, like he wanted to..

Maybe not, no need to get yourself misinformed.

By now she was standing behind me, I could literally hear his heartbeat.

Yes, he is that close.

My heart is beating fast, my body is almost trembling.

The sensation on my neck was becoming more recognisable as I felt his breath hit me just at the spot.

What is he doing.

Why is he so close to me again.

I don't take well such scenarios, because in as much as my head is telling me to move, my body is telling me otherwise.

To wait and see, what he plans on doing.

I heard a soft groan come from him, and without wanting to a soft moan left my lips.

Great, just great.

I felt his hand touch me softly on my waist, from the back he grazed gently to the front, and his hand rested on my stomach.

Suddenly, he pulled me back,so that my head was resting backwards on his chest.

He is hard.

I know because I felt it pressing against my butts do firmly.

He pulled me closer, making me feel what was happening to him.

My pants are getting wet, soaked, because with every touch my p***y ached.

Why am I so attached to him.

Why does he turn me on so quickly, he doesn't even have to do much.

He moved a little, while still pressing into me.

"f**k" he said again.

He was saying something else but I didn't catch it.

I felt his breath on my ears, he bit it slowly, or maybe harshly.

Then he let go immediately.

"If you do not get out of this dress, I will pull it against your thighs and f**k you hard, right, in that same dress" he announced harshly.

This outburst not only shocked me but made a pool of juice between my legs.

I instantly ran in, doing exactly what he told me to do.