I can feel the embarrassment in my cheeks radiating through out my body. Flashes left and right of me I already know what they see my body the one I've tried so hard to hide since that day. I don't know what takes over but it's like a twig breaks and I do the unthinkable I lock eyes with
Zane and throw my shirt on the ground. Raising my hands I scream " This what you wanna see? This is what you want we'll come get it then" walking over to a boy decent looking leaning on a tree with his phone out I place my hands on his shoulders and it's like another person takes over my body.
"Do you want me? Wanna take me up stairs?" I run my fingers down his shoulders to his waist grazing the start of his pants I can already see him getting hard. I keep one hand there and then move to my pj pants to untie them but a hand clamps down on my wrist when I turn I see Zane there his green eyes blazing.
I feel the anger radiating off of him. "The f**k do you think your doing?" He says it so calm it's scares me even more. But why's he mad he doesn't have a right he planned this he set me up except this time I'm not backing down not anymore. "I'm about to f**k this guy so if you don't mind get lost" when the words leave my mouth it shocks me and him too but I only see it for a second before the poker face is back and when he speaks "Go to your room Lo now" Lo I hate that name and I despise him. He's not my boss he doesn't tell me what to do. "I guess me and him could do it there but my bed creaks Zane"
Zane smiles at me and then looks over at tree guy "Get lost dude this ones no fun anyway it be like f*****g a grandma. Wait that be more fun then this ugly duck" tree guy burst up laughing and I feel pain stabbing my heart but it increases when tree guy stops laughing looks at me replies
" No one wants to f**k a water bucket" that did it the nail in the coffin. I turn on my feet tugging my hand free but I'm not going to bed that be like admitting defeat I just can't let them see the tear sneaking down my cheek. I turn and head for the drinks I grab the first bottle I find on the table I've never had anything to drink so I'm not sure what the difference is and I start chugging I feel the burn immediately it takes everything in me not to throw up. I wish Bella was here my best friend with her cute freckles and red hair she makes everything better but right now I'm on my own.
By the time I stop chugging the bottle is almost half gone but I don't feel anything so might as well take it with me. I'm freezing in my wet bra so I decide dancing will help. I Head toward everyone and start dancing and I keep drinking that's when it hits I feel it all at once. The world is spinning and it doesn't help it's hard to see without my glasses and it's so hot all the sudden. Is this what it feels like to be drunk.
I kind of like it I feel so alive like I could take on the world and in this moment I can take him on. He needs to pay for this I'm gonna make him pay. But first I gotta find him again I'll check by the trees first. But as I'm walking towards the trees it's hard to walk I can't stop swaying also for some reason that's hilarious. When I find him by the tree he's surrounded by men and women as I make my way towards them I can hear them talking about me. The blonde from earlier is the first person I hear " wow Zane that was awesome that stupid loser deserves everything she got" everyone laughs except Zane he just sits there poker face.
That beautiful face and that hair oh how I wanna run my finger through that hair but what am I thinking f**k this guy I dart forward and pour the remaining amount on his head. The blondes the first to say something "you stupid b***h" she grabs my arm like she's about to attack me the rest of the guys just watch waiting to see what happens next.
"Get off me" I yell at her but she doesn't until Zane stands up when he speaks everyone listens " let go Megan" he told her to let go thank god I was about to die but I spoke to soon because before I knew it Zane wrapped his arms around my waist throwing me over his shoulders. "Let me go you beast" I scream at him while kicking and hitting him though my fist do nothing to slow him down. Before I know it he's throwing me down on my bed. "Sleep it off Zo" he says to me sternly.
Can he smell it on me? Usually I'd cower under his orders but maybe it's the liquor giving me courage because I can't stop myself from saying "You aren't my boss Zane so stop telling me what to do and f**k off. Ya know your an ass hole" I look at Zane anger rising to the surface. His hair damp from earlier and his black tee damp his broad shoulder and strong biceps I can't stop myself from staring, "An ass hole huh? How so?" He asks with a smile. " Your always picking on me. Teasing me calling me names, telling me I'm boring and ugly. Than the one time I wanna have fun you come up like my Dad and tell me what to do like what is your problem? Oh I get it Zanes the only one allowed to have s*x and drink and be stupid! Zane this and Zane that I'm Zane I'm hot as sin and I'm bad and blah blah barf." I say struggling to catch my breath
Zane continues smiling while he speaks " Your my best friends little sister. He'd never forgive me if I let you have an orgy Zo. Besides it's not like it be entertaining to look at either." He finishes the last part looking me up and down and lets out a small laugh. Oh so that's how we're gonna play fine then. "You don't think I can be entertaining? Maybe your right." As I finish the last part I stand pulling down my over size pants to reveal my legs and my matching lacy black underwear. Lets play Zane.