I can feel his rough fingertips striking tingles all down my body I can't control myself and before I know it I'm leaning into him.
I start to look up and my eyes meet his stone cold expression but it's like something hiding behind those eyes and I want to explore it no dive into it. See what's really inside and break free from the constant strain in my mind.
I stand on my tippy toes and tilt my head up waiting no dreaming for his lips to land on mine. And he notices he slowly starts closing the distant and it's like everything freezes. I can practically hear my heart beating out of my chest but just as he's an inch away from my lips he pauses and he looks me in the eyes and a truly horrible smile plasters his face. Oh s**t is all I can think I'm so stupid what was I thinking I have to get away. But before I get the chance Zane hand rises, I was so lost in the thought I didn't register he had moved his hand from my chest he takes his fingers and flicks me right on the nose.
The flick was hard and the sudden shock from it sent hurling toward the floor falling smack down on my ass with a loud thump.
When I look up I see him standing above me his jaw ticking he leans down in my face and says in a low cold tone
" Sorry it was fun playing. But come on Zo Zo you really thought I'd want you? Your disgusting stay here so no one can meet the displeasure of seeing that hideous face." he says the last part with a pure look of hatred and then turns his back and walks out my room not bothering to shut the door.
In that moment I physically felt my heart break. I felt the coldness from the floor. The darkness in the room engulfed me along with my heart.
I decided to make the decision that was about to change everything and looking back now I'm not sure it was for the best.
I had one month before high school started.I grabbed my phone to dial the one number I swore I never would.