The Alphas Little Dancer

Chapter Three- Luna

Amelia POV 

I feel the softest kisses being placed on my forehead as I stir lightly in my seat. Wait... this is not a seat, shooting my head up to see a smiling Jaxson. I’m literally cradled in his lap. I nestle back into his chest missing the warmth already making him chuckle. “Sunshine we are here so you have to wake up.” I groggily lift my head again and look out the window to see a beautiful lush Forrest rushing by. 

Shifting on top of him again I decide to move back to my seat and brush through my hair with my fingers. I can see an opening of the forest at the end of the road. Staring tentatively I feel a hand reaching for mine. Weaving his fingers in between mine and giving it a soft squeeze I feel my nerves calm slightly but not completely. 

Our car pulls through the opening and I see people standing outside of their homes starring at the car with hopeful and smiling faces. They look so happy to see there alpha home.

“They are happy to see you, their Luna.” Jaxson leans over and whispers in my ear. Oh god not this Luna thing again. I could never except the title. Instead of arguing though I give a small nod and look back out towards the happy people.

 Pulling up to a beautiful grey house I am mesmerized by the largeness of it.  A modern home with floor to ceiling vintage windows. Where the glass wasn’t, there is pretty grey paneling and white trim. In the front was a big classic white front porch with grey accents. Lining the home from all sides was a gorgeous flower bed that contained black eyed Susan’s, lavender, lemon grass and a couple other plants I couldn’t point out. Red tulips popped out of the ground with lots of color, making me smile at the beauty.  The house was modern but had a classic look to it that made you feel at home.

When someone came to my door to open it was when I realized that the car had stopped moving. Slowly stepping out taking the hand Jaxson extended to me, I heard a loud scream come from the porch of the home. Everyone whipped their heads in the direction to see that it was a girl a little younger than me. She had long golden brown hair and beautiful grey eyes. I knew I’m definitely that this had to be Jaxsons little sister. A giant ball of purple was running towards me at full force before I felt arms wrap around my body in a big thud. Stumbling back a second before hitting the tall wall of muscle that stood behind me now stopped me from falling. Glancing back at him with my face swimming with confusion he just shrugged back at me.

“Amelia this is my baby sister Delilah, she’s a hugger.” He said placing his hands on my shoulders gently. 

“Ha I can tell.” I giggle at the both of them as the girls grey eyes come up to meet mine.

 Letting go of me and stepping back to give me space she says “Im sorry, I am just so happy to meet you Amelia. I finally have a sister now and Jaxson has found his Luna! It’s taken so long that we thought old boy here would never find his mate.” As she pointed her thumb towards Jaxson and chuckled.

Jaxson let out a low growl that was more playful than threatening. She must really like getting under his skin. I thought to myself. 

Before I knew it though we were surrounded by hundreds and hundreds of pack members all smiling and waiting patiently for their alpha to speak. “Ok everyone, I’m so happy to see you here to welcome your Luna home but let’s give her some space to get adjusted before we scare her away.” Liam states loud and proud which makes the pack laugh lightly. They all take a second glance but start to turn away and walk back to their homes, still smiling, giggling , and whispering to one another in excitement. 

“Sorry about that,” Jaxson tells me “they just couldn’t wait until the bonfire tonight to see you.” My body still frozen in shock and nerves. What bonfire? How was I suppose to meet the whole pack? What if they hate me? I need to talk to him about this Luna thing. I will be his mate but I can’t be their Luna.  

“Jaxson can we talk in...” I start to say before I’m interrupted by another voice coming towards us. Jaxsons eyes look at me intently before popping up to see who was speaking. Forgetting what I was saying I look up to see the most gorgeous women walking our way. She’s much older but still stunningly beautiful with deep blue eyes and dirty blonde hair. She’s surprisingly short standing at maybe 5 foot 3. This women has to be Jaxsons mother. With a large smile spread across her face she reaches us and leans in to give him a big hug and a soft kiss on the cheek. Then looking over at me she grabs my hands gently and leans back to take a better look at me. Suddenly self conscious I blush and try to hide myself but she smiles and comes in for a tight hug. 

Her silky voice comes again saying “She is absolutely stunning sweetheart,” as she looked back over to Liam over her shoulder. Then she looked back at me and leaned in “you are just so beautiful.” She says to me genuinely. I blush at her again this time feeling a little better about myself.

“Thank you Luna. It’s an honored to meet you.” Bowing slightly in her presence.

“Oh none of that Luna nonsense, call me Marie or mom.” As she smiles back at me.”I’m so happy you are here and my son has finally found his mate. So when will I be getting my grand pups?!” She asks, clapping her hands together excitedly. My eyes grow as big as saucers and my breath hitches. Noticing my nervousness Jaxson steps in to distract her.

“Ok, ok mom let the women breath. She just got here and she barley knows us.” He laughs wrapping a possessive arm around my shoulders, that causes me to jump a pinch. The though of trying to have pups, and so soon, scares the living crap out of me. Not after what happened, but Jaxson will never find out about that. “Do you want the tour now or would you like to get washed up first?” I finally notice that Jaxson is asking me.

“I would like to get cleaned up first if thats ok?” Finally responding 

“Of course sunshine, whatever you want.” As he softly kisses the top of my head,  he took my hand now “Mom, Delilah , we will see you at the bonfire later.” Jaxson says dismissing his family.

 I look at both of them with a sweet smile on my face.“It was so nice to meet you two!” With Jaxson tugging me gently along towards the house. He was rubbing circles on the top of my hand sweetly sending shivers up my spine. Opening the door for me and walking me into the beautiful home I can’t help but gasp at the gorgeous inside. Dark hard woods lay across the large rooms floor. Grey walls and white trim carrying the look from outside into the home. Family photos line the walls generously, it was just so cute! 

Leading from the entry way was a large set of stairs to the right. Following Jaxson, he guided me up 4 flights of stairs to the top floor. Passing by a couple different doors we made it to the last set at the end of the hall. Jaxson turned towards me and smiled opening the double doors slowly. Stepping into the massive room my jaw dropped down to the floor. 

The room was glowing from the light of the setting sun coming through the wall of vintage windows. It had the same grey walls and dark wood finished floors with a navy and white color scheme for the decor. The king sized bed had an elegant rot iron bed frame and an all white comforter with accent pillows in white, brown, cream and navy. A navy throw layered on top adding a pop of color. In the corner of the room was a small sitting area with a navy love seat, an industrial table in front of it and two matching industrial stools resting on the other side. 

Looking underneath the windows I see a reading nook and immediately fall in love. Reading has always been my great comfort and this looked like a spot I would dream about. Soft white cushions on the bottom and more accent pillows line the area. 

“Do you like it?” Jaxson asks reminding me that he is still standing behind me.

“...I-I love it... I’ve never seen a room so beautiful...” my room had always been more of a closet and it never had windows. Sometimes I would be moved around but ever since I became close to the alpha I was kept on the top floor with him. 

Looking back at the bed my throat closed up quickly realizing something. “Where will I sleep?” I ask in a sudden raspy voice. Looking towards the doors that were in the room. Maybe he will be having me stay in there. I thought to myself. Turning back around to see Jaxson looking at me confused.

“Um....Well I thought you could sleep in bed with me?...” he asked nervously using his right hand to rub the back of his neck. “But if you prefer not to yet, I can understand. I’ll put out a roll away cot until you are comfortable.” He says sincerely. I can’t sleep in that bed. It’s too nice, I would ruin it... Plus if I stay in the bed how do I know he won’t hurt me like alpha did. He hated when I fell asleep next to him. The one time I did he beat me so hard that I was unconscious for six days. 

“I will take the cot, thank you.” I say to him looking down to avoid eye contact.

Walking over to me quickly he put two fingers under my chin to pull my face up to look at his “Oh no sweetheart I meant you get the bed, I’ll take the cot.” He smiles at me with nothing but love in his eyes.

“Alphas should never sleep on a cot. You are too important, you need a good nights rest.” I say. I don’t want him exhausted and tired while trying to run his pack.

“Sunshine, as long as you are here I am the happiest man on earth. Plus you are my queen, and my queen does not sleep on a hard cot.” His words cause me to blush uncontrollably and my eyes flutter with embarrassment. I don’t know why but he makes me feel like this. No one has ever been so kind to me and so thoughtful. It all just made my heart swell. Is this what love is suppose to feel like? 

“Follow me” he says still excited and grabs my hand again pulling me towards one of the other doors in the room. He opens it while switching on the light, a pristine white bathroom glows in the same sunset from the bedroom. A large marble double vanity is up against the right wall with an all glass large stand up shower that has three shower heads to my left. Walking forward a gorgeous claw foot bathtub rests next to the windows. A small linen closet is in the corner next to the vanity’s and a toilet on the other side. Caddy corner to the bath tub and slightly next to the toilet is a beautiful sit down vanity with light bulbs lining the elegant mirror frame. The plush grey stool sitting comfortably underneath it. 

Turning around I see Jaxson smiling at me “You can freshen up in here and I will get you something more comfortable to wear for the bonfire. Can I get you anything? Are you hungry? Thirsty?” He asks with a little concern.

“Will there be food at the bonfire?” I ask hoping we get to roast hot dogs and marshmallows over the fire. I’ve always wanted to do that. 

“Of course, what would you like?” A smile growing across his face again, little does he know Im not afraid to eat. I love eating. I sometimes even dream in food. The alpha always made sure I was well fed because he didn’t want me to loose my curves and so I really lucked out in that department.

A little excitement spread across my face, “Can we roast hot dogs....and maybe marshmallows later for s’mores?” I ask shyly. If he says no that’s fine but I can’t contain my excitement. I hear him chuckle softly staring at me still.

“Then that is what we are having, anything for my sunshine.” As he said that he pulled my hand that he was still holding to his lips and kissed my knuckles. Sending more shivers of excitement  down my body to my core. I felt the rush of adrenaline and the spot between my thighs start to heat up. Looking shyly into his eyes I saw that he too was affected, with dark wisps circling his grey orbs with lust. My breathing hitched and I pulled away slightly nervous. I don’t know if I’m ready for this....

Noticing my hesitation he stepped back releasing my hand and closing his eyes trying to calm himself and his wolf. “Um I will go grab you those clothes,” he said opening his eyes again revealing  the light grey color back to normal.... ish “I’ll be right back, if you want to take a shower or anything there is a basket under that sink with anything you might need.” Pointing to the sink farthest from the door. I nod letting him know I understand before he turned around and walked out of the room. 

Letting out my breath from all the tension, I walk over to the sink that he pointed to and pulled out the basket he mentioned. It was filled with all different kinds of goodies. Bath-bombs, body scrubs, loofas, brushes, face-masks, bubble bath, shampoo, conditioner and body wash. All in the smell of vanilla. I was in love! My favorite scent has always been vanilla. I just love smelling like a cookie and here I am about to take the best shower of my life. 

Taking out only the shampoo, body wash and loofa, I decide for a quick wash up because I don’t want to be late to my own welcome party. Grabbing two soft towels from the linen closet I set them in the hooks by the shower and try and turn the dang thing on. After a couple of minutes of fiddling with it I finally got a soft rain coming down from the overhead shower head and it’s at a perfect burning temperate. 

Washing off quickly, I start singing one of my favorite songs right now. “Ocean” by Lady Antebellum it’s so soft but also powerful. By the time im done singing I’m finished in the shower and wrapping myself up in a towel and tossing my hair into a wrap with the other towel. I go to the door to step out of the bathroom to look for the new clothes but trip over something sitting outside of it. Looking up from the lap I fell into I see Jaxson cradling me so I don’t hit the ground. 

“Um....hi?” I say with a small giggle. What just happened and why was he sitting outside the bathroom. 

“I’m so sorry Amelia I just... I. um. I heard you singing and couldn’t help myself. I was just listening, you are a very talented singer.” He stammers embarrassed admitting he was eavesdropping on my shower. 

“Oh, I’m not that good. I just had a lot of time listening to different music.” Remembering the days I would sit in my room rummaging through new songs to dance to and singing along once I learned the words well enough. Suddenly I realize that I’m still only in a towel that hardly covers me and I’m sitting in his lap from the fall. Blushing uncontrollably I see his hands wresting on my bare thigh and shoulder. Noticing what I realized Jaxson blushed too as he  stood with me still in his arms and sat me down on my feet. 

He reached up to gently stroke my cheek “I would love to hear you sing more sometime.” 

Nodding trying to avoid looking into his eyes with embarrassment, I scan the room looking for the clothes he brought me. After seeing them laid out on the bed I walk over and scan the items closely. Cute ripped boyfriend jeans that looked perfectly my size, a pair of low cut white chucks and a thin light purple sweatshirt. Even a brand new beige bra and underwear set are laying next to the whole ensemble. All very stylish and new with tags, I look over to Jaxson confused but before I could ask he answers my question. 

“My gammas mate looks to be about the same size as you and she has a bad obsession for shopping. She said for you to just keep these and that she is planning to take you shopping tomorrow for a whole new wardrobe.” Shrugging his shoulders with a laugh. 

“No I can’t” nervously fiddling with my fingers “ I don’t have any money to pay her back for these or to get new clothes...” 

Walking over to me he placed both hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eye “Babe, don’t worry about it, money is not a concern. Anything you want, you will have and more.” He states with a loving but authoritative voice. Not wanting to anger him I just decide to nod before turning back toward the clothes and taking the tags off. I looked back at him waiting for him to leave but he seems so mesmerized in my movements that he doesn’t realize I’m waiting for him.

“Oh I’m sorry, I’m going to head downstairs and help the pack with setting up. Come downstairs when you are ready. I will have someone waiting for you.” He says still pausing another moment before walking out the double doors again closing them behind him. 

Dropping my towel I start to dress myself quickly. After I’ve finished I run back into the bathroom grabbing the deodorant and perfume from the basket provided. Tossing out my hair giving it that air dried looked even though it’s still damp. I look into the mirror and think. Wow this doesn’t look too bad. 

Quickly stepping down the stairs I make it to the bottom floor and look around trying to decide on the best way to go. Deciding to take the entry hall way all the way back towards what looks like could be the entrance to the kitchen, I walk in with all the hustle and bustle of the busy pack house. 

“Omg you look so perfect in that!” I hear a voice exclaim with excitement. Turning around to see a short girl with dark brown hair and beautiful green eyes staring at me. She is smiling from ear to ear and seems to be talking to me. “You are Amelia right?” She comes toward me giving me a small girl hug “I’m Nicole, the Gamma female.” She said like it was obvious.” Oh so Jaxson didn’t even bother to tell you my name even-though he came into my

Room demanding clothes for you. How rude is he sometimes?” She scoffs laughing. I smile back in amusement trying not to be rude too.

“Hi sorry yeah I’m Amelia.” I say while tucking a stray hair behind my ear. 

“God, you are a total babe! Jaxson is so lucky he found someone as drop dead gorgeous as you!” She states still taking in my features. I always get so many compliments on my looks, that I don’t feel like it even means anything anymore. I was used for my looks for so many years that now it’s like I’m just an empty body. 

“Thank you, Nicole and thank you so much for the clothes. I promise I will pay you back for them.” Trying to let her understand that I’m not here to steal her stuff and never repay her but she seems happy with it. 

“Oh honey, I’m just happy I have someone to go shopping and gossip with now! That’s repayment enough. I thought I was going to be the only top female forever!” She laughed lightly. 

 “Let’s get you to the bonfire before Jaxson has a heart attack though.” Grabbing my hand she lead my out the French doors that faced the backyard. After passing by the pool, hot tub, and basketball court we finally made our way to the large opening in the back of the property that lined the woods. A hug fire pit the size of a car was stacked high with lumber and tree limbs. The vast amount of people standing in the field left me nervous, especially when they all started to notice me and stare. 

A hand reached around my body possessively and due to the tingles dancing across my skin, I knew exactly who it was. “You ready for this?” 

“Um...well Jaxson, I think we need to talk...” looking around nervously at all the pack members smiling and staring at us still. 

Looking at me with concern Jaxson guides me into the side of the woods were spare benches are scattered for privacy. “What is it baby?” Sitting me down and taking my hand in both of his. Cradling it gently.

“Well... um.... I-I want to be your mate.... I really do but,” trying to avoid his intimidating eyes I look down at our entwined hands “ I-I can’t be your Luna...” forcing the words out quickly due to the pain it is to say them. 

Jaxsons breathing stopped completely and he didn’t move. I look up at his handsome face and see fear and pain laced across it

 “What do you mean?.... are you rejecting me?...” he whispers quietly,  cringing at the word rejection.

“No! No I don’t want to reject you... I just think maybe you need someone else to take the title.” Trying to explain my thoughts. I don’t want to loose my mate already, not now that I finally have him. But he needs to know the truth. He needs a better Luna.

Raising his eyebrows in question it finally hits him what I’m trying to say. “Well I don’t want another Luna, I want you, the whole pack wants you...” he says sweetly trying to look into my eyes but I avoid it at all cost. “How about a trial period?” He suggests “We won’t have a Luna ceremony until you make your final decision but you stay around and try to adopt the Luna title. If you end up still thinking you can’t then that’s it.” 

Thinking about this option I know it’s just postponing the inevitable. He seems really determined to try and get me to reconsider though.”So if I can’t... will we still be mates?....”  I ask nervously, I don’t want to loose my mate but I know I can’t be Luna. I would ruin the whole pack. 

“Let’s decide that when it comes time too, I want us to work Amelia. The moon goddess wouldn’t have picked you if she didn’t think you could do this.” He says sweetly but my heart still breaks at the mention of no longer having Jaxson as a mate. Having to reject him would be the second hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life.  Reaching up Jaxsons hand caresses my face gently “Now lets go introduce you to the pack. They are all so excited to meet you, my mom and sister are in love with you by the way. You already stole their hearts; just like you did mine” smiling at me with the sweetest look in his eyes.

Something in that moment we are both lost in each other’s eyes, slowly getting lustful. I feel his hands wrap around my waist pulling my body even closer to him. The feeling of sparks danced across my body causing me to let out a soft moan. Then before I knew it lips were pressed against mine sending fireworks through me. Taking in the kiss I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer. Jaxson skimmed his hand down my body until he reached my butt. Kneading and grabbing it wantonly. I needed more, my body wasn’t going to let me stop. His soft lips start to move into mine with intense pressure. I feel his tongue slide across my bottom lip asking for permission. 

Suddenly brought back to what’s happening to where this could go I pull back trying to create some distance causing him to release me. Both of us gasping for air from our sudden activity’s.

“Amelia I’m so sorry... I...I shouldn’t have done that. Not without your permission.” He says in between breaths. He sounds so sincere and apologetic so I know he’s telling the truth. And if I was being one hundred percent truthful I would say that I loved it. No I needed it but he needs the whole truth before he jumps into our relationship with me. Once he knows then he won’t want to be with me. So no mating, no marking, and no extra activities either. 

“Um... we better go before anyone comes looking for us.” I say strictly rushing past him to not get caught back up in his eyes. 

Walking back towards the large bonfire, I can feel Jaxson following me closely. Once I made it to the outer layer of pack members he grabbed my hand and pulled me through the people to the center. Keeping ahold of my hand while we stand front and center he looks over at me with waiting eyes. 

“Ivory Moon Pack, I am humbly honored to be able to introduce a new pack member that is already very close to my heart. My mate Amelia Peck.” Pride rolling off of him as he still looks at me. “Due to unforeseen circumstances we will be postponing her Luna ceremony but she will be acting Luna until then. I expect nothing but the best from all of you. Now join me as I welcome the ray of sunshine.” He says now smiling even brighter. 

A deafening Oray of howls rips through the air. Each one adding to the last, it’s magnificent. But before the howls finish the front row of wolves bow there heads and rests down on one knee causing each row to follow suit. They are relaying their respect of my Luna position. A mix of pride and anxiety run through me quickly but I know I should be bowing back in respect. I step forward and bow my head in thanks. “H-Hello pack, thank you for welcoming me so kindly. I am excited to get to know each and everyone of you.” I try to say in a strong voice but it still coming out a little nervous.

“Now let’s get this bonfire started.”  Jaxson announces as he throws a lit match on the ready bonfire. It lights up quickly and everyone howls again in excitement. I’m suddenly embraced in a giant hug while tingles shoot up my body I already know who it is. He leans in and whispers in my ear, “that was great sunshine, I’m so proud of you.” Kissing my forehead he releases me as pack members come up to me one by one greeting me with open arms.

....

Hours later I have talked, greeted, and smiled to every single pack member here. They all seem so friendly and happy. Nothing like my old pack. As I glance over to Jaxson for the hundredth time I see that he’s staring and smiling at me as an older man talks to him about something. After being caught staring I tuck a stray hair behind my ear and drop my eyes to the benches around the bonfire. I decide to sit because my feet hurt so bad from standing this whole time even in my comfy shoes. Leaning forward With my elbows on my knees I stare into the beautiful dancing flames as they crackle softly. 

Suddenly a mans voice breaks through my subconscious and I realize a large figure is sitting next to me. “Amelia is it?”  He asks me.

“Um yes, Amelia Peck.” I say back while sticking my hand out for a shake. As I do so he turns his head towards me and I see the resemblance in his face. Oh no... I remember this man but hopefully he doesn’t recognize me...

An older gentleman with peppered gray and dark brown hair with a matching full beard. He has deep gray eyes that could almost be black. Wrinkles mark the years of stress and work but he is quit handsome for an older man. Even when sitting he’s taller than me and as broad as a bolder. He honestly looks tougher than rocks but something about him seems so gentle. 

“I’m Noah, Jaxsons father.” He smiles at me with bright white teeth.

“Hello Alpha, it’s an honor to meet you.” I say as I drop my hand and bow slightly in my seat. 

“Oh please, I’m not the alpha anymore, Jaxson is. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to meet you when you arrived though, there had been some pack business to tend to sense Jaxson was away.”

     I nervously looking back at the fire now “Of course sir, I completely understand.” 

     “I’m so sorry Amelia.” He says causing me to whip my eyes toward him after hearing the gilt in his voice. He is looking down at his clenched hands. 

     “So you do remember me?...” I ask nervously keeping my eyes on him.

     “Yes... I always hated what Alpha Carter did to you, making you entertain us all and using you like a toy... I never would partake in any of it, I couldn’t stand the idea that you were someone’s daughter. Plus I would never betray my mate like that.” Each word spewing more guilt and anger.

     Nodding slightly, I turned my face back to the fire again. I already knew all this to be true. I only recognize his face because he would be one of the ones walking out as I was walking in. I never took offense to it though, it always made me wish that I would end up with a mate as faithful and kind as him. While other alphas tossed me around and made me sit on their laps as they talked. He would pass up the chance at his turn and let me move on to the next alpha.  

     “I should have stopped them Amelia,” I couldn’t stand the pain building in my chest even though I knew this man couldn’t have done anything for me. “We aren’t allowed to tell other alphas how to run their pack and we needed the alliance with Carter but I know that’s no excuse.”

     As my eyes start to tear up and water I stand quickly trying to get away from this conversation. “Don’t worry about it Alpha, I’m ok now. I know you had no control over any of it.” 

     “Please, call me Noah.” He says as he stands too

     “I’m getting tired, it’s been a very long exhausting day. So I think I’ll be heading to bed. Thank you Alpha-Noah. It was nice to see you again.” I bow my head again to show my respect and before Noah could reply I walk away from the bonfire and all the people. 

     The walk back to the pack house felt long as I tried to fight back the tears trying to spill over.  I rushed up to the bedroom on the top floor. Closing the door quickly, I pressed my back to it and slid down to the floor. Finally letting the tears I was holding back flow down my cheeks in a quiet sob. 

     Allowing myself to pull together again I decide to pick myself up and head over to my packed bag and find a clean pair of shorts and another cami for pajamas. Putting them on and getting into the already made cot at the foot of the bed. I lay my head down on the soft pillow and finally find myself in a relaxed stare. Letting the exhaustion from the last couple of days take me into a deep sleep.