BECCA'S POV Half of my teenage life had been depressing. I was in and out of hospital because of depression. This was way before I met this squad. I know now that people have changed but this was not the case back then. Back then, I believed that we were more than friends. In my mind, I pictured Ronnie, Maggie , Isabel and Lucinda as my sister's. It's such a shame really that our friendship is going to break. Anyway, I had decided to write down my confession because I did not want to preach water and drink wine. If I was against my friends keeping secrets from me, then I was going to start by exposing my own secrets. Secrets that I had planned to take them with me to my graveyard. I was depressed because of my gender identity. The more I grew older, the more I realised that I was not