Adrian I’ve been losing my mind. Orrin and Anja were bound to their room for the past few days, fu.cking through the heat and rut. I was put in charge as Beta; Orrin demanded it as he dragged Anja away, which meant I had to stand in his sted. I had to ensure everyone in attendance was taken care of and each left when they were supposed to. I also had to make sure no threat was brought forth while the Lycan King was here and our Alpha was out of action. I always wondered how great it must be to be Alpha when I was younger. I envied my brother and all the power he possessed. Yes, I was jealous, if I’m honest, but the only time I got the chance to rule wasn’t what I thought it would be. I’ve got to admit; I fuc.king hate it! I honestly hate it more than I ever believed I could. I never real