6. INCONSISTENCY!
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LINDSEY’S POV
This was the happiest day of my life. I have always wanted to break my virginity with the right person and boom, it happened.
Jim loves me and the entire love making process was the best feeling ever. I can kill to feel this sweet sensation twice.
After the s*x thing, we went to the shower together. I am lying. Jim was in a hurry. So he showered first and I went second. He had a game or so and I totally understand. If he was free, we would have showered together because that is what lovers do.
After I got out of the bathroom, he had already dressed up.
“Please dress up, I don’t want to be late,” He urged me and I threw on my cloths.
Before we left though, I saw my blood on the white sheets.
“Are you sure we can walk out like this? “I confirmed this with him by the door.
“Why?” He asked.
“Shouldn’t I clean the stained sheets?” I asked him.
“No it is fine. Come on, it is time to leave,” He urged as I followed him down the stairs and then out of the house.
“Go now,” He commanded me and I was shocked.
“You are supposed to drop me off, come on,” I begged him.
“I don’t have a lot of time dear. Just take a bike, back to your hostel. We will talk later. I will give you a call, okay?” He convinced me and knowing that what he has to do is urgent, I agreed to everything that he was saying.
I took a motorbike back to my hostel. I changed my sweaty cloths and wore some nice sweatpants. My roommates were not around. I felt tired, thanks to the s*x and thus I went to have a nap.
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JIM’S POV
I couldn’t wait for her to leave so that I could tell my friends that I had f****d her in such a short time of knowing each other. I had the stained bedsheets as proof and this made me so happy as if I had just uncovered the most priceless gem in the entire universe.
“Come home right now,” I called my friends who had the radar of what I was doing. They didn’t know that it would happen soon, but it did and this is fantastic.
I went back to the bedroom and took pictures of her blood as proof. I loved the sight of blood and this was so interesting. My friends better come now. By the way, I am not going to wash this sheets, I am going to keep them forever and they will be my evidence.
I was the first to make love to that girl.
My friends come back almost immediately and they found me in the room.
“I won,” I laughed victoriously.
“Man, I didn’t think that you were serious about this,” He urged.
“Come on, this is what I do. I f**k and leave,” I jumbled up. This is what I do. f**k love and all that bullshit. You can’t love someone in a single day and that is where Lindsey gets it twisted.
“So what now, are you going to talk to her?” He asked.
“For what! I am done with her. I thought that she was smart but she isn’t. She was a fool to open her legs for me,” I rumbled.
“I really feel bad for her,”
“No need to. Come on, don’t be such a p***y. It is over. Besides, Abby is coming to see me this weekend. I am thinking of hosting her birthday party,” I explained.
“Really?”
“Yea. I like her. She is cool and she deserves to be thrown a party on her birthday. Plus, we will have so much fun. I will get the beautiful girls of freshman year and we will get another batch to use,” I made it clear and my friends didn’t believe me.
I am not a beast. I am just a typical teenager who is having fun as per the terms of definition of fun in campus.
Most people do this, so, it is what it is.
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LINDSEY’S POV
I woke up in the afternoon. My eyes were heavy and I felt so tired. That was in deed a hell of a nap. Recalling that I had a class in a couple of minutes, I changed to a comfortable dress before walking to class.
We had a special place where we loved seating but Jim was not in vicinity. He come later on when the lecture had already started but the weird thing is that he didn’t sit next to me.
That was off. He loved seating next to me. He loved me.
The lecturer told us to go to groups of four but when I joined him, I saw the look on his face. He seemed to be bored of my presence.
Maybe I am overreacting because it is almost that time of the month. I shoved those draining thoughts away and focused on the discussion.
I would ask him all this after class.
“How was the game?” I asked him when I chased after him after class.
“The game was nice. Excuse me Lindsey I have to leave for I have something going on with my friends, I will see you,” He excused himself again.
“What is that going on with your friends? Cant the two of us go together?” I asked him but he shook his head.
“I have to be alone, okay.” He excused himself.
“But you have started avoiding me. I can feel it,” That was the truth.
Lindsey, I don’t want to argue with you. Okay, I have to go now,” He left me there, standing and talking to myself.
Mark you, I was not arguing. I was just asking him about where he was going to.
I felt bitter bile tasting on the back of my throat. I felt hurt. Why is he avoiding me?
I went back to open my shop but I didn’t have the mood to entertain customers. In fact, I argued with one.
I could not do this. I closed my shop and went back to my room. I forced myself to sleep hoping that Jim will come around and apologize for what he did to me. For hurting me like this.
I woke up at four and went through my phone. Failing to see his message made me feel as if someone had spread gasoline on my heart then set fire on it. I wanted his text. I didn’t want him to be inconsistent with me.
He loves me so much to do that to me.
My roommates saw me crying but I didn’t care. It hurt me so much that he didn’t text me to explain anything and everything.
I went to get my dinner alone, for the first time since we started dating and it killed me.
When I was back, I decided to give him a call. I needed to know what was happening.
When his phone went straight to voicemail, I knew that I could not handle this any longer.
I was going to see him right at his place. I needed answers this very night.
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