JIM’S POV
“Where have you been?” Abby asked me when I joined her in the living room.
“I had taken Lindsey to the room she will sleep in tonight,” I told Abby and she arched her eyebrows upwards in confusion.
“What do you mean by you too her? Is she your girlfriend or something?” Abby suspected there was something between me and her because I am not that kind to do something like that.
“Of course not, I can’t be with a person like her. Come on, be calm,” I requested her.
“Cool. I am feeling sleepy too, let us go and sleep,” She said and I didn’t have an option but to take her to the other room.
Sally and Mark had already left and Cliff said that he was going to spend the night on the sofa.
I loved Abby and she is the woman I care so much about. Lindsey was a mistake and I was going to break up with her.
“I missed you baby,” Abby told me looping her arms around my neck.
“I missed you too,” I mumbled inching in closer to kiss her on the lips.
ABBY’S POV
Jim placed his hand on my hip and pulled me into him. We had been apart for weeks and this is the most exciting thing about coming back to him. He will make me feel so alive. My eyes were excited and my tongue run along my lower lip.
Jim swallowed hard and leant to me leaving a small gap between us for e to close. I slipped my hands around his neck and the other landed on his chest and I closed the space between us.
Suddenly, I felt his breath on my ear feeling a wave of electrical surge speed through me when he had leaned too close for the comfort of my hormones. My heart picked twice its usual speed and my body could never been much aware of every inch of him.
As soon as his lips touched mine, I moaned softly. I had not kissed for quite some time and well this was worth the wait. I could feel blood gushing in my veins. I fisted my tee in his fingers and our lips interconnected, whimpering against his lips.
He held me tighter against him, kissing me a little harder. His lips were perfect, soft and very kissable. The feel of his lips against mine was enough to get my pulse rising. Jim is the best kisser in this whole damn universe. I am happy that I am sharing my bed with him tonight.
“Let’s go to bed, I want to make you mine” Jim moaned to my lips and the sound of getting the most pleasure got to me.
I run my tongue along his lips and he parted his lips. I was quick to slip my tongue into her mouth nudging his and our tongues were soon dancing together.
His grip on me tightened as he walked me backwards, pushing my back against the wall. I pressed myself against him and our lips did not break even once.
I could feel my excitement beginning to stir and at the same time I could feel the growing hardness of his c**k. We were already in my room and before I could stop, I was already undressing for him. I was going to f**k with him tonight.
It really had to be done.
“Spread your legs for me baby,” He instructed.
JIM’S POV
I stopped right in between her legs and sucked on her clit. She raised her leg and placed it in my back. Deeper and deeper, my tongue went, the louder he moaned and squealed with pleasure. I was about to stop when I remembered that I have something longer than my tongue.
She quivered in insanity as I thrust my hips. Her legs stayed clinging to waist with her screaming for more. I did it harder as her heart wished and she was wilder. She screamed as if someone was in trouble.
In this moment, I heard the door click open and before I knew it, someone walked into us as we made love. It was so embarrassing. Abby screamed in horror and I grabbed the sheets to true and hide my nudity.
“Oh my God Jim!” I heard Lindsey stutter.
“What is wrong with this b***h?” Abby asked as she huffed and puffed in anger How dare she walk on us when we are making love? That is so disrespectful.
“I am his girlfriend,” Lindsey shrugged.
“Are you nuts? Jim is my boyfriend its almost two years now,” Abby spilled the beans and Lindsey gasped in shock.
“Is this true?” Lindsey asked me as tears blinded her eyes.
I didn’t have to say anything. My silence along spoke volumes.
“Lindsey, I can explain,” I mumbled but she ran out of the room closing the door behind her.
“Where do you think you are going?” Abby asked me as I started dressing.
“I have to say sorry,” I am not this weak but at this point, I kind of felt sorry for her. She had given me her virginity and trust but I threw that away.
“Listen, I didn’t come all the way here for nothing. You better make love to me!” Abby ordered and I could not leave.
If I did, I would still lose the both of them.
LINDSEY’S POV
I had woken up in the middle of the night and when I didn’t found Jim sleeping next to me, I went around looking for him. I didn’t look so hard before I found him f*****g someone else.
My whole world crushed right there and then. I have never been this betrayed. As I ran out of his room, I hoped that this was a horror dream that I could wake up from but it wasn’t.
I figured that I didn’t have to stay in that house again. Jim had made it so clear that he didn’t want me. I should as well leave with a broken heart.
A part of me wished he would come for us to talk things out but he didn’t. Betrayal screamed in my head as I walked out of the house, cold air biting to my face.
I wanted to go to my hostel at this time of the night but suddenly my legs could not walk. This is after my heart felt heavy. I was in excruciating pain as if someone had spread gasoline all over my heart and then set fire to it.
Look at me now, crying in the cold outside for a man who is making love to someone else. It killed me that he could do this to me after I trusted him with my virginity. I loved him and it never crossed my mind that I would ever cheat on him.
The pain that I felt after thinking of this throbbed in my guy, it is deep and warm, but not in a nice way. It feels like someone has their hand in there and are squeezing my organs first gently and then as hard as they can.
The tears burst forth like water from a dam, spilling down on my face. I felt the muscle of my chin tremble small child and I looked away, towards the window, as if the light could sooth me.
There is a static in my head once more the side effect of this is constant fear, constant pain that I live with. I hear my own sound, like a distressed child, raw from the inside. It takes something out of me, I didn’t know what I had left to give.
That is the way it is when unspoken things are done to you. It is the theft of the spirit, an injury no other person can see. It is just you and you alone.
In that pain, I figured that I have to go home and that is to my hostel. Maybe I was never meant to be happy. I walked in the dark all alone and I kept on telling myself that this was the end. I would never ever give love a chance, even if Jim crawls back to me.
He chose someone else over me. He found solace in someone else other than me. How can I forgive that? I would never forgive him for cheating on me. I gave him my heart but he turned it into a minced meat.
Some chapters end, whether bad or good and he was that bad chapter that I have closed from my book. I will never go back when it comes to him.
We are done for good… He might have made fun of me the first time because I allowed him to but thank goodness to that, he will never make fun of me again.
It is over, he is officially my ex-boyfriend.
What Lindsey didn’t know about Jim is that, he could be obsessive and it is a matter of time before she knows this other side of him.