LISA I have kept my eyes closed for already five minutes now since I have awoken by Jennie shuffling through the shelves. I couldn't will my eyes to open as I felt a severe body pain whenever I will try to stir my body. It's my fault why I have been suffering to this pain as I asked Anna not to heal me because I want to train my body to feel with severe pain everyday. My reason? Well, Jennie's been so harsh towards me and I needed my body to get used to her strength or I won't be able to stay alive until my 20th birthday which is one month and two weeks from now. But heck! Now I'm fully regretting everything! The pain is too much and I can't moved even a single nerve of my body, I feel like all my joints are dislocated! "A-a.." I am struggling to say the words I want to say because