2 MACEYGod, I hate how seeing him transports me right back to that shy eighteen year old girl I’d once been – the one who fell hard and fast for her older brother’s best friend, only to have him suddenly end things right before I left for college. Back then, the naïve me wanted to tell him everything, to admit the extent of my feelings, and then come clean to Cameron about our relationship. I wanted take things to the next level – one that existed in the light of day, instead of sneaking around behind closed doors. Of course none of that happened, because he broke things off before I ever got the chance. The heart ache wasn’t as bad as losing my parents, but it was damn close. Reece meant everything to me back then. I spent my whole first semester at college floating around in a fog. That’